no one knows how much sadness i've been going through now.
I live in a house with 4 walls, and together with 3 other family members. and yet, I never feel like i ever had one. i seems to be merely treating my house like a hotel, and most of the time i am hanging around outside (and thats why out of door advertising is in demand!). i have no personal space.
the excruciating pain that i am currently experiencing could not be described, explained or empathised - unless you are totally in the same situation as me.
say i am not filial or what, I really wish to leave this place one day.