The past few weeks i've been busy with projects and other matters. i feel utterly unjust to myself; time has quickly slipped away from my fingers. Time's movements are so swift and silent, that is no longer within my control.
March has been really chaotic for me. besides constantly meeting my projectmates up, I've been involved in the choir alumni matters even though i am not actively involved in practices. Constant voicing and silent politics have been ongoing under the roots of practices. Sometimes i felt as though i behaved like some trade union, trying to attain rights of seniors, ensuring ourselves a stand in the alumni. Really, those times i really need a helping hand, but none are willing, or sure to step out.
Besides Choir matters and projects, i was pretty busy with my internship. I am having an interview later, but i am seriously not prepared! I didnt prep myself in front of the mirror, and i am clueless what questions they are going to shoot me. Its my very first group interview. wonder how is it like.
This semester somehow i feel as though some heavy object is suppressing me. Restricting my movements, language, voice... narrowing and congesting my thoughts. Perhaps its a signal to think less of the past and focus on the present more.
Exams are coming soon, time to switch on the mugging mode.
