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Hi people,

i didnt go to school today since it's teachers day. Muahaha. But i still have to go to doctor to check up to see the condition of my shingles.

my condition is alot better now. Rash has improved alot. Soon i have to wear contact lenses so that my rash can be healed fully. Anti viral drug is given to me though.

this afternoon i went to nuh to visit keh kiong who had his operation yesterday for his swelling. Seated at the last single seat in the shuttle bus, i'm reminded of those times when i've to study in the hospital for my o levels and prelims. Cos my ah ma has to be hospitalised for a long time.

i feel smart when i managed to find his ward without asking for directions. Haha:p. Winston, sze xin, pei zhen and karissa were there when i reached. We bought him a wallet, cheesecake and a birthday card that can produced a sexy female voice singing happy birthday song. Haha.

shortly after i came, kk wanted to rest. We headed to the foodcourt for lunch. I ordered noodles without egg. And emphasize on it like 3 times. She even repeat after me And this person still add the freaking egg, without me noticing. Wth. Joanna finally came.

we were furiously tired towards the end of the day. But it was fun. Seems like we're having some exco reunion or what. We hardly go out and barely see other in school. Especially i hardly see my pei zhen :(.

signing off,


angels brought me here, guy sebastian

hi people

i hardly ever blog now. haha.

on sunday, i cried very terrbly. i thought i am going to be so dead. for those who have been seeing me in school all the time, you might have notice the rash near my left eye and i have to wear my old frameless specs back.

the doctor told me i have been diagonised with herpes zoster infection. sounds complicated eh? haha. at first i was really sua ku, i thought whats that thingy.the chinese named this viral infection as snake infection, meaning the rash will grow like a snake twirling around the body. and finally this person will be in deep trouble.

when i heard of the snake word,i was so scared that i started tearing in the clinic. i was so afraid to be scarred for lfe.for my case, since it is near my left eye, the worst case scenario for me is loss of vision. when i got back home, i cried and cried. when i told this to my brother, he asked me see a skin specialist. cos he doesnt believe in family doctor. when i told this my mum, she was so freaked out. and finally my dad, guess what he did? he blamed me for not seeing a doctor earlier. seriously kena sai .wth, he's the one who blames it on my specs. i just kept crying the entire day. and my mum was the only who soul comforted me all day long. lets just hope that my rash for stop growing with the suppressants of anti viral drugs and all the antibiotics.

for those who are interested in this freaking virus, you may coninute to read. otherwise you may skip this part.

i was pretty clueless of what is this freaking infection. my case is known as shingles, is the reactivation (from the nerve cell body in the sensory ganglion of a segment of the spinal cord) of varicella zoster virus (VZV, primary infection of which leads to chicken pox). Generally, the immune system suppresses reactivation of the virus. In the elderly, whose immune response generally tends to deteriorate, as well as in those patients whose immune system is being suppressed, this process fails. The virus starts replicating in the nerve cells, and newly formed viruses are carried down the axons to the area of skin served by that ganglion (a dermatome). Here, the virus causes local inflammation in the skin, with the formation of blisters.The pain characteristic of herpes zoster is thought to be due to irritation of the sensory nerve fibers in which the virus reproduces. [i got this from wikipedia]

my friends told me hepes zoster is linked to STD. lol.i had no external activites ok! yesterday i was still quite emotional unstable. but i'm glad that my friends were there for me :)

yesterday i had a sudden urge to ask my mum why i'm always infected with the illness? i felt so weak suddenly, as if the virus in my body is taking control of me. the rash seems so insignificant and yet it just affects my enire day. i want to cry and really complain about my life; i am slightly anemic, i have fungal infecton on my feet, and this-- i am feeling exhausted. my prelims are coming and i dont feel like taking it at all. i dont know if i have the strength to do so. others are working smart and i'm like sleeping all day.



i want to get on with life, but i seemed so exhausted, everyday.

Arghh! I tried to upload my photos using my hp but it just shuts my connection and return to the original screen. So irritating. Guess nokia is still not very good With the wireless technology yet.

Once again, i'm using my hp to update!:)

anyway, i guess i'll update my blog weekly. Haha. I'm very lazy to blog now and prelims are coming real soon. Quite worried though. Feels like i've done nothing much over the weekend.

ke min is so sweet to ask me to write in her autograph book :). I used to have autograph books during my primary school days though. Love decorating my entry and announcing to the whole world if i've have a crush or not :p

well, i've decorated my page with PINK. So legally blonde loh. And i've pasted our photo there. think it looks nice. Haha. after writing my stuffs to her,i keep admiring my own page. Muahaha, i think i've been seduced by pink!

ciao!

Woohoo!I'm using my handphone to blog! Haha. I love my e65! :)

83days to a levels now. Seems scary eh? But i'm glad it's coming soon. It just means that it's going to be over soon.

ling li and yi han are so high during the national day concert. So siao loh. Me, jae and ginny were enjoying ourselves, ignoring them. Haha. We went for math lesson for an hour and headed to ginny's house after that.
Her house is freaking nice! She's damn damn rich la! I like noe of her apartment on the highest storey, 25th floor. The view from the window is really beautiful. Practically, u can see almost the entire sight of singapore. U can watch fireworks from her place during national day! We watch elizabethtown together. The movie is really entertaining and sweet. :) ginny and i were like hugging the pillow while enjoying the movie :p.

i met karissa later and headed to imm since initially she cant go far cos she has to look at her new condo. I saw my primary school friend jazreel while taking our lunch at pepper lunch. She hasnt changed much after all. Still the sweet and innocent jaz i know since primary school.
i tried to rush home before 6 to send my parents to airport. But i was too late. I'm alone at home now. But laura's coming for a sleepover!:)