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my blog is getting dormant now. i'm so lazy to blog nowadays. fully packed with remedials, tuition and lessons. haiz. 1 and a half months to prelims. 2 and a half month to A levels. i really need to sit down and study NOW.

this morning, my dad and i went for the meet-the-parents session with Mrs Yeo. she really a long time to talk to my dad. she even asked me to go for NUS talk while she will continue to talk to my father. hmmm. i'm going to ask him what they were talking about. she said i need SERIOUS and URGENT help for mainly phyiscs. haha. thats of course, being in the bottom 17.3% of the cohort for physics is really horrible.

after listening to both NUS and NTU talk, i've decided to try for NTU! haha. they offers hons when you are studying your course for 3 years. but thats only applicable for business. and also, most of my seniors are there. of course i wana go there :) actually, i dont really care what university i'm getting. hopefully, i can be eligible to at least apply for business. otherwise, i dont really know where i can go. hopefully, by that time i can get at least a C for my physics and B for gp.

Prom was a problem for me beforehand. i was basically caught in a dilemma of who to sit with. but because of this, i have seen perhaps the true colours of this person. i was so shocked by this person's attitude. i was very hurt by whatever this person said. i seek comfort with my choirmates. but they have not get the main picture of what i want to say. perhaps they arent the ones who experienced it. of course i cant blame them. but i'm glad they are always there for me, especially my dear karissa :)

Xue Ting has left! haiz. cant see her in school anymore. she's preparing for her university life. wish her all the best in her studies :)

Mr Koh always makes me think and reflect after every gp lesson. its very insightful. thats good. at least i can start using some unused parts of my brain.




-john legend coming home

blur queen me.

so blur until cannot make it you know. probably i'm the most blur person in the world. and this cocured the 2nd time. the 1st time was during temperature taking. despite reminders from the school and jae, i couldnt remember to bring my thermometer at all.

today was photo-taking session and i forgot to wear my uniform! i'm sooo stupid! jonathan was asking me where's my uniform and i thought he's just crappnig with me again. then i just panicked. alvin said f there's some epidermic, i'll probably be the first to be so tensed, and maybe, first to die. haha. so true. fortunately, wingki lent me her uniform but the size was a little too big for me. but still, thanks Wingki, if you managed to read my blog.

the photographers seems to be from TJC. and one of the ladies there is so pretty! the guys in my class wana take a photo with her. haha. i must say the main photographer is very professionals, he takes really nice shots. so cool!

me and jae bought the latest creation of the good news cafe: the low-fat ice-cream at 1 buck for a cup. it's really good but the quantity is small. not enough to satisfy our carvings. haha. we ate our favourite raspberry ripple! next time iwana try the ice-cream with wraffle!

we headed to to g2-38 for physics lesson. and mr kow said lotsa inspiraing stuffs. oh man, i then realsied how much i've lacked behind those people who are getting As and Bs. i've to buck up! current aim to pass my physics!

after the remedial, i joined my choir mates to vist our juniors. they are doing fine i hope. they sound relatively fine, but more improvements can be made. seeing them from a far, reminds me the times when i was singing, and the seniors were observing us for a period of time. connie broke down into tears right after the practice. can understand her stress level. she also reminded me those times when i cried after choir practice. i cried several times over many issues that i couldnt swallow down. anyway, its over!


mug hard for prelims and a levels!

i thought today J2s can go home early as well at 12.30 because of J1s comprehension. haha. but eventually, we still have to wait till geo lessons. mr eddie koh did not come today.

this morning had pe and got myself hurt. my lips became swollen after got hit by the "ball". our class were playing that scooping game. i dont know call what la. i was the goalkeeper cos i wana slack and ya, i couldnt shoot as good as the rest of my team members. ivan didnt aim correctly so it aimed to my face area and hit my lips.

it was really painful. tears started to flow out of my eyes immediately. i try to stop myself and tried to smile. but when i move my mouth, the pain seems to have worsened. the game stopped and all of my classmates flocked to me, asking me if i was okay. i covered my mouth, as i was afraid that one of my tooth might be gone. at that moment, i was so tensed that i refused to show my friends the condition of my lips. after showing them, shuting accompanied me to the toilet to clear the bleeding while ivan bought ice for me to reduce the pain and swell. right now, i'm okay la. abit blue-black on my lips. other that that, i'm totally fine :)

today after geo, i headed straight home and sleep. so tired!

omg, i'm like sleeping all the time, but still i feel damn damn tired.




A LEVELS!

yesterday when i received the news that i'm going to SING on college day and i'm going to be INVOLVED in the RECORDING of the school song, i was sooooooo HAPPY. haha. i missed standing on the stage and entertain the audience.

the thrill of performing is SHIOK. haha.

right after today's SPA, I went to MPR3 to support my juniors for their audition for talentine. oh man, i was so tired when i was doing the SPA, but i know i couldnt stop otheriwse i know i will not have extra time to complete my spa. in the end, i completed it exactly within an hour.

3 cheers and 3 cheers for my juniors! haha. hope they get selected. haha. those live band participants were totally horrible. its always the singer who spoiled the entire song. if they arent selected, they should blame the lead singer. they totally CANT sing.

after supporting our juniors, we headed to MPR5 for my practice. the seniors sang with the choir. i did not feel that sense of enthusiasm when i was singing the school song. somehow after singing, i didnt feel good. the excos and sls partially pulled my feelings down. i was so so disappointed. i thought they would be very excited to perform as well since this will be our last performance. especially with the people i hang out with. i feel so hurt once again.

went to AJISEN for dinner with pei zhen! yum yum. haha. i simply love their ramen so much! it simply rocks.

i finally bought my jelly belly to school! haha. jeannette dear had bad cramps just now. haha. she really hate having period. haha.

Mr Koh gave me consultation regarding my essay. okay, my essay is like shit. and i failed my GP :((( dropped 3 or 4 grades down. haiz. he said some stuffs regarding my essay that reflects my character. i was so shocked that he could remember those stuffs that i've said during lessons, when i think what i have said seems very insignificant, given the fact that he has many students. he can remember my uncle and that i had a B grade last year for gp. i cried a little when i joined jae and yihan in the library. haha

watched an inconvenient truth. felt bored after watching for 30mins. environmental sutffs is really not my forte. otherwise i wouldnt have score a U for my physical geography. haha. but at least i know who Al Gore is. :)

this is my 344th post.

i've been blogging ever since sec3, when blogs become very popular. it's pretty long eh? i tried to make my blog private during J1 but was interrupted by somebody. perhaps i will make it private when i get my new leash of life.

jeannette is hurt. and i felt that similar way as well. everything has been changed, my dear. i dotn know how i landed myself in such state, and i still not very used to used it despite facing for a year. i never get to taste such feeling until last year. when i realised everything do not seemed to go the way i want. maybe some obstacles. here and there. and some difficulties that i've encountered.

i was in deep thoughts for a night. i'm a deep thinker actually. muahaha. no la, i tend to over-sensitive and very conscientious of myself. i do care how people think of me. i thought of alot of stuffs. somewhat like a reflection night. i think of alot of happy memories and stuffs that i do not wish to remember. i'm not an optimistic person. the experience that i've faced has taught me a lesson.i'm so sorry that i couldnt say anything here. this aint a private blog.

i'm so thankful that A levels is coming. it is going to be over.

photos of the day:

peizhen and me at marina square toilet!

haha