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lets strive to finish typing this post within 10 mins. here it goes

after reading karissa's blog, i start to think about the times that i've spent in school. karissa, the potential top student of pjc has fallen asleep during lessons when she doesnt do that in the past. lol. anyway, i feel sad whenever i see her cry. she cried a few times for choir. i know she's stressed over choir. attaining a gold isnt easy. to me, it may not seem too realistic at all.

as for myself, well, i do fall asleep in class EVERYDAY, almost all the time. haha. thats why feng rui has the chance to take a photo of me while sleeping. wah lau. but since the day we had choir practice everyday, i felt really drained. i guess not only me feels so, but the entire choir must be damn exhausted. i think the excos and sls are even more worse off. why? cos after every prac, we will do the sai kang. ya sometimes i do slack off by rushing home 1st if there's little exco stuffs to do. my parents are complaining as if its the end of the world. i simply dun care. i jus lock myself in the room.

recently i have fallen sick. painful throat infection, continuous flow of yellow phlegm(yuck rite), coughing and coughing through the nights and sneezing everywhere i go. its horrible eh? so thats why friday i didnt come to school. oh ya, btw, my eyebrows are trimmed. went for indian threading. it wasnt supposed to be me, but end up its me and teng backed out lst mintue. its too thin i think. my face is ruined :(

SYF is approaching and i really really hope i can rcover fast! and ya, nafa test too. hope i can do well for my standing broading jump and sit and reach. haha. currently, the choir may not be eliminating J1s away. well, i dont know its good news or not. but i prefer a QC. some still need more brushing.

since i cant sing, i usually sit with jo and lsiten to the choir singing, our set piece Song Without Words(literally) is okay, rather a shakey silver frankly speaking. the other 2 choice piece are much better. the sops hav to be reminded constantly about being round and operatic when singing tsubasa. also, our G# tends to be flat. other than that, i think its there :). i haven hear kasar during practice. but based on the oncert performance, i think its quite good.. jus that the sops as described by our pioneer senior, we sound like slaughtering some chickens. wahaha. but i think its true

choir, please work hard and strive for a gold. if we really get a gold, it will be one of my greatest achievement in life. i will be very very happy if the judges told us that the gold is ours.

okay, i have overshot the time by 4 minutes.

tmr there's choral exchange with renowned conductor nelson quek at siglap cc(damn damn fa). i'm going to sleep early tonight and chiong econs test asap.

today is a break for me.

i didnt go to school.
not purposely one okay. i was feeling really uncomfortable with my throat. continuous flow of phlegm in my throat. feel something stuck in my throat. i better recover soon otherwise ms ong wouldnt allow me to perform in syf. then i seriously will break down into tears.

now i'm trying to upload all the japan trip photos into my memory stick and mp3. haha.. there are too many photo to develop. its consider quite late to develop these photos since the japan trip was in december. missed those times man.

dun feel like blogging anymore.
too lazy to do so.

free time now :)

brain exhaustion yesterday. the excos were counting money cos we suspect mssing amount of money. anyway, credit goes to jo who can be very rational enough to sit down and think of how to solve money problems. thats why i can never be a treasurer. haha

anyway, after Viva Vivacious, my throat felt terrible the next day. to think i could eat botak jones on that day since i think i should pamper myself with fried food that i crave for. i was having flu as well. on monday, i decided to chiong home since i was feeling really tired and uncomfortable. in the evening, my body has risen up to 38.4C. but anyway, i was back to school on wednesday and i managed to skip sports day because of my MC. :p


really miss singing! i didnt sing for like a week. yesterday i tried, its straining my throat and i sound like tone-deaf idiot. thats so horrible. and monday is my voice test. lets see how then. but at least i can pitch a little. i hope.


had a CONFERENCE with kk, winston and jo at 11.45pm. we chatted till 2am. lol. i tot kk was so fascinated with his hp function it can acutally conference a massive no of people. well yea, through we crapped alot and winston was quietly listening to our conversation.


okayy.chopchop. going to do some admin sutffs.


pics time. look terribly weird and messy though.



Mrs Lee, me, Jo, Ms Toh, Teng


with darlin NY peeps and Feli!



Winnie is trying to make that short people effect.



Viva Vivacious.
i'm going to miss that man.

its pretty successful except that there's some fault from the stage management. the stage manager was like scolding us for being some ill-discplined, i was quite glad that mrs lee accidentaly stepped on his shoe with her deadly heels. wahaha. we didnt get to sing 'tea for two' during the concert time but instead, we sang it when we were taking photos. i was quite worried and held gladys very tightly when the error was made. thank god ms ong was there to mouth us what to do.

after everything was done, i took some photos with a few choir members. keh kiong felt that he was very popular since everyone wants to take photo with him together. bleh. haha.oh yes, i will post a few photos here. my cousin has took a video of us singing. she said i opened my mouth very widely when i'm singing -_-. haha

after a while, most of my tanglin pals came down to the backstage to meet me and teng. so glad that patricia, laura and terence came. i didnt see them for like months la. except for laura, but still i feel as if i didnt see her for a very long time. however, some of them went home while we were searching for lao pa sat. stupid kelvin loh. haa

pat, shaorong, kok, wei ming, kelvin, ivan and myself finally reached lao pa sat to have our supper. finally until 11.30pm, we decided to head home. kelvin and i decided to take taxi.. but all the freaking taxi drivers pretended that we dont exist when we were flagging intensively! most probably, they just want to earn extra bucks after 12 midnight. wth! i was so pissed off! finally when we saw bus 196, we ran and stopped the bus. haha. this is how we managed to get home.
we chatted on the way home. kelvin changed alot. a more mature guy.haha

thanks patricia for coming and prepared me a gift though in the end, you forgot to pass it to me.
thanks laura and terence for coming. my long time good old buddies. haha
thanks wei ming for not supporting his tamil fren for debate. wahaha
thank you mrs lee for plaiting up my hair and also tolerating my nonsense when i said i look shitty. haha
thank you ms toh for cautiously applying the pink eyeshadow for me.
thank you kelly, zoelyn, ah yi and jiejie for attending
thank you mr lum for taking pics of me while i was distributing the colourful sash to the members.
thanks to those who i've not mentioned.


there isnt much ppl to thanks. cos i've no flowers! :( not attractive enough. haha.. but its ok, at least i received gifts and huggggsss. its more practical.

chiong hw time and to catch up with my work!

woohoo, one more day to viva vivacious!

bloody tired, but thank god, today's practice ended an hr earlier than usual .
my laogong's voice is back!
but siyuan's aint back yet :(.. cant sing her solo part.

my sec school frens are coming to support me, so yea, i'm so happy :)
today's prac was alright, i certainly hope tomorrow's a success
i'm meeting patricia and i'm going to tell her all the stuffs that is coming to happen to me

today's a sian day. haha.. didnt go for PE cos i was mentally and physically exhausted.
got my PW results back. got a C.
mrs yeo said its a Band 2. so its means quite good la.

alright, i shall stop blogging. i wana rest now. VIVA VIVACIOUS. wow

about 1 week more to concert.
i dun feel excited at all.
instead i feel really stressed and anxious.
and it caused me lotsa sadness.

1stly, the songs. sops are strong but the rest arent.
i myself have problems too. sounding too bright is nev a positive factor
the discipline is horrible. it makes karissa so troubled over it.

the costume. omg. is the worst part. no one to help me at all.. i'm very afraid that once a mistake is made, other gals may not be able to perform at all. i've been smsing till my bill can explode already. just about costume cant make me sleep well. wahaha

the tickets sales. lets just say its not our ideal amount.

concert made me think alot of stuffs during the night. kept thinking and thinking and thinking. feel really hurt. ya, but at least there's someone for me to keep me comforted.

i've been neglecting my studies during this period.. and my senior said its horribly dangerous. but what can i do? but anyway, i'll try to finish my hw by today.

gambatea! hehe.

my dear girl,

i dont know you any longer. you are not the girl i used to know. the girl who always very chirpy and never fails to be there with me whenever i'm feeling sad. i missed those old times when we both were young j1s- naive and laugh at every thing that we find it amusing.

now its SO you. totallyy purely yourself that u only thought of. you have changed drastically such that the old girl is gone. you are aspiring to be ahead and so ambitious most of the times. i think you have forgot to pause a while and realised that i'm still alive you noe my dear gal.

sometimes i dislike you and yet sometimes i still regard you as my buddy on account of the stuffs that we accomplished together. i feel like telling you, but all your brain juices are used up for being that 1st person.

i dont know you at all.

right now i'm collating J1s particulars. whoosh, the list is freaking long and i'm typing like crazy.

nothing happened to me today. well, quite glad that sunday is my off day but i had something on ater that not related to choir and school stuffs. phew. i had 4 choir prac consecutively, from wed to sat. feeling very very exhausted from all these stuffs.. but its going to be over soon after may, when the new J1s will be replacing us. we all longed for that day. haha

i woke up at 5.30 to avoid my mother since i quarrelled with her on friday for coming school at 11pm without informing her. whatever la. i think i'm old enough to take care of myself. i rushed to the ntuc near my house to get some food for sops and altos then went to school for choir prac.

on staurday, it seems like many many problems arised are not minor. i felt so confused yesterday when i sent the attendance to karissa. even my vp felt so helpless. my former section also has problems. haiz. we all wished that we have some solutions you noe.

alright, enough of karen being depressed. VIVA VIVACIOUS! PJ choir is presenting their 1st ever concert n the 14 Apr 07, 7.30pm at VCH. tickets are priced at 15 buckets and its free seating. feel free to approach me if you would like to be part of our lovable audience :) . i hope my classmates will come but i dont know if they are willing to come or not..

tmr having SECTIONALs. and PHY REMEDIAL. wah sian.. cant accompany jeannette to buy her rip curl bag, sorry jae!

concert is coming but i dun really abstain myself dairy products and chocolates..haha.. its hard for me not to complement my milk with my cornflakes and drink milo at times. okay, from tmr onwards, i'm going to protect my throat!

okaay, back to my collating of particulars.