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yesterday perhaps was a day for me to break down.

anyway, friday had pe and suddenly it rained heavily.. we gotta do more physical training... and i have to skip 800 times because i couldnt jump! i mean my standing board jump la. and i realised i couldnt jump the correct way. to me, one skip = 2 jumps. my legs cant coordinate with hands, just like i couldnt coordinate both of my hands to play the piano. but this time, i'm determined to learn how to play the piano to improve my notes, so that i can rely on myself. is anyone nice enuf to offer to teach me how to read the scores?

after school, i went to look for siyuan and joanna in her class. we had lunch in the concourse cos jo wants to eat her sandwich from our good news cafe. i taught joanna MI and Complex nos out mpr5 and shortly, keh kiong and winnie joined us.

finally we performed stock-taking of scores. so proud of myself =)...haha. the scores and files were terrbily dusty. it's been there ever since 2000 and also, the last stock taking was 2000. 7 years and the previous excos didnt do anything. lolx. oh ya, wonder if i ever said abt the 2000's choir photo album. there's mr koh's photos. hes the former choir in charge teacher. i hope's he becomes one this yr =). anyway, a new teacher who teaches chinese is our in charge as well. i dun have a good impression of her. she looks snobbish and arrogent. ah well.

we were learning our syf pieces.. and the sops got sick of it so we sang tsubasa, our favourite syf choice piece. after everything was over, it was very chaotic.. lotsa stuffs to settle. i settled mine as well. then i broke down when jane approached me. i cried alot and my eyes are so swollen that i looked like a goldfish... some choir members saw the ugly side of me.. so paiseh.=p jane gave me tons of advice. i'm so glad that she came down yesterday. i really hope she can visit us often.

the excos stayed back and settle all the tickets and we really had a hard time cracking. we were forced to leave the school since the guards were chasing us out. after a day's hard work, pz, jo and me meet mikhail, aloysius, feli and jane foe a late dinner. keh kiong finally joined us =).

actually after tuition, i had to collect my red specs..however, the tuition was delayed. sian. i had no choice but to collect next week. i joined keh kiong, pz and siyuan for intensive study at bukit batok macs. they told me they arent hungry so i ate at macs. after a while they told they were hungry "-_-. should have told me earlier so that i wouldnt eat any macs meal. i dun like their fod.. its HIGH in CALORIES. Lotsa TRANS FAT. anyway, we had fun studying together; listening to keh kiong patiently explain bio sutffs to our dear pz. she is so lucky to have him as her free tutor. he's like the most patient guy i have ever met. anyway we went home at 9pm.

i was wondering if i ever did something wrong. i duno if i'm doing the right thing at times. i duno if i'm too cautious or too sensitive. i feel neglected. i dragged that feeling. i'm sorry that i couldnt reveal out cos this is not a private blog.

anyway, i'm trying to stay focused. monday econs test coming up...study study!

i feel pissed off.

super perturbed.

watever. i dun care.

no matter what i do, the smallest action i made will be pinpointed by you.

you made me feel like a complete idiot. maybe i am, but it's not up to you to say.

you are bloody unfair, but i'm dun going to care; i'm not going to let it affect my mood.


okay, i've complained enuf. going to do my econs essay now.

today supposed to accompany my cousin to jog.. but ITS RAINING.

nvm. i'm also very lazy to jog in the evening. hehe.

yesterday i made a red specs cos i'm sick of seeing myself wearing frame less specs, so i wanna try something new. after a few rounds of bargaining with the optometrist by my mum and aunt, we've come down to a price of 270 bucks. its pretty expensive because i had to take those ultra thin lenses since the degree of my left eye is 600 plus and the right eye is about 500 plus. think i'm going blind too. i'm going to collect my specs next week. very scared that i wouldnt dare to wear to school since its red.hahaha.. nvm.. even i look ugly in my new specs, i will still wear it, otherwise my mum will kill me.

my cousins finally came down to visit us. i like family gatherings.. and i treasure them now after the demise of my uncle. my 2nd uncle bought durians for us but i wouldnt eat it. haha.. my mouth will stink. =p

ok, signing off now. i'm going to search my fridge for food. looks like there isnt any more food left. =(


another tired day.

yesterday i was preety unlucky. anyway, i finally spent about 3 hours studying non-stop with yihan at the concourse. i felt a great sense of achievemnet. hahaha.. but then when i came back home, i took at nap till 11pm. then do a lil hw and slept at 12.30am.

anyway, after studying, i met my choir mates for a long talk. joanna and i ate yummy chips and shrimps at LJS. i simply love the chips with cheese! thanks to the introduction by enoch chin. we chat alot and bought bao-ba-teh home. i brought the drink into the station and i DRANK IT. and that MRT purple guy caught me drinkg iing and caused me to miss my train. shucks. he took my ic and checked if i'm a repeat offender. apprarently i didnt get caught until now.. so suei. anyway he gave me a chance since i looked so innocent. haha.. i threw my drink away and apologised to him once again. feel so paiseh when he said that i'm a jc student now. so ma-lu! anyway i told my parents about it and they said i'm so stupid drinking in front of the guy. how i noe? thr guy is right behind me and jo didnt tell me. bleahz. my bro jus laughed his head off. ya, he laughed because he has such a stupid sister.

i watched the china video presentation during the j2 assembly. i think my choir video looks better and more professional .haha..its more..sentimental. haha.. after school , i met up with darling siyuan to buy pjc jacket and in the end, dun have XS! so sad.. nvm, we ate chicken rice since the stall finally opened! thre antie gave me the nicest part of the chicken =). we up to 2nd floor and waited for the time to pass. finally the 1st few people came: winston, keh kiong, jo and sze xin. slowly the rest came. we had a meeting till choir practice. oh yes, we are going to slice half of the j1s who have auditioned..we have too many people to choose la.

today felt a lil moody.. the attendance is giving me so much headache though it seems easy to do. and my dear (ex) sls.. haiz.. alot la. perhaps its not convenient to say here. i feel alil weird in sop.. maybe becos i'm new.. but i guess i will getting used to it. i miss my altos =).

okay, i'm very tired.

And COLD. Buurrrr.

wednesday was our 1st round of audition... the excos and SLs were so exhausted by 38 rounds of audition.. i did my best to try to entertain them while they were wating for their turn. some asked funny questions.. but i jus entertain them loh. such a disappointmnet that my junior has decided not to go for the audition when i encouage him so muhc, hoping that he will come. and.. he called me, telling me that's he not coming(AWwww). but today when he saw me, he avoided me..haha..and the whole tanglin gang were laughing at him.

thursday was a short day for me initially. after school, excos met up together and dicussed CNY(but much conclusion, we have decided not to perform) stuffs. after talking to someone whom i can trust, i finally make up my decision and heed the person's advice. after tt, i joined my class at essential groove at holland V to meet MR KOH! i didnt see him for a long time, really hope that he's our gp teacher, change tt mr chan away! the tea cafe/restaruant is such a condulsive place to chill and study. i wana study there the next time =)

yesterday had choir practice too. meet up darlin siyuan and excos. finally we got out set piece, song without words II. it's really literally song without words. lol.. its a combination of chinese, malay and indian tunes, basically the culture of spore la. my 2nd sectionals with sop was preety bad for me. cos i sounded so airy and it seemed that i couldnt reach high notes as naturally as the ops there. yongqi said tt i still have tt alto voice. i was glad but yet confused. we went home at 8 plus. i started my geo revison at abt 9.45 and slept at 1am since i couldnt take it any longer. i gave up on my phy geo. seriously no hope alrdy.

so when i did my paper this morning, my god, the phy geo had the heavy component. focus on the wrong area! nvm... wat can i do? jus do loh.. i fnally stopped at 10.30 but the paper ended at 11.25. i tried to fill in the blanks with crap but somehow i couldnt churn any crap into my paper. its hard to smoke thru phy geo paper. its all abt memorisation. most if my classmates stopped at 11am so i jus follow suit. i waited for pz and siyuan so that i can start learning sop parts for my scores. siyuan and i headed to jp and brought some stuffs. we had a wonderful time chatting and noeing each other even more though i'm no longer an alto. =)


okay, this yr no more slacking. chong all the way =).i cant wait for my routine to be changed after the a levels. perhaps i will feel happier.

I'm a sop now.

haiz. i dun even want to go up loh.

i want to go back to alto section.

tts where i should be.

once an alto, always an alto.

haiz.

for no apparent reason, i woke up at 8am today. before school reopens, i usually wakes up at 10am. i guess i'm quite used to wake up early now. my cold sore on my lip seemed to be recovering now.. make me look so ugly.. some tot i had some kiss bite or wat. wrong imagination. haha..

basically i'm quite packed with choir stuffs again... on the day of school reopen, i had choir practice. on thursday, stayed back to do all the preparation of the talks and booth despite the fact that i have no lessons after 11am. on friday(which is yesterday), its the cca talk and our cca open house.

because of both open hse and cca talk, i get to skip lessons! haha. oh, i get to skip the assembly as well. =) i went to school at 7.10am to warm up our voices and also to do our last min rehearsals. we did our presentation at abt 9 plus to the J1s about our japan trip. though i had only like 7 sentences to speak, i was preety nervous cos it was a large audience. i don feel nervous singing at all. hehe..all of them seemed to pay attentively to our photos. all of them were super quiet, i tot they would make some noise you noe. SO QUIET! act guai or wat.. haha anyway, after our presentation, we sang sohran bushi(we sang this in japan) to the j1s since we had 4 mins left. the response was a lil slow cos i think they do not noe when to clap la. -_- but anyway, i noe the ogls from choir were cheering and promoting for us. haha

after the talk, we hung our banner up and pasted posters all over. so in the end this takes about 1hr and i get to skip econs lesson. so shiok! haha.. but i dun really care though this year is the a levels year. we took a lil break and headed to j2 assembly talk for an hr. after that i need not go to CT class and i went to preapre the booth. too bad i didnt take a pic of ours..but i think ours looked unique. people from various cca came to us and coop our sweets! i had a hard time persuading the j1s to try for the audition. most of them give me a chance to talk, some signed up automatically and 1 indian girl was bloody rude. all her frens listened to me except for her. nev listen nvm u noe, she jus shoot me with 'ya, i have no interest so we should go'. bloody hell. i wana scold her off for being so rude to me. but i tolerate.. cos scare the rest dun wan join.. haha..2 of her frens wrote their names and this idiotic girl took one of her fren off. but in the end, her fren came back. at least she listens to me.

anyway, after the open hse was over, it was choir prac at 5pm. so late la.. cos some of the members were released only at 4.30pm. it was a voice test for altos. i was preety afraid tt i couldnt stay in A1. the range to hit is a G to G(maybe oly those who noes aino gets it).. so itried very hard before my turn. when its my turn, i was quite nervous and i duno why. ms ong tested me lotsa scales and tried me with all high notes. aiyo.. tt time i was worried that i'll get into sop. anyway, i'm on the pending list of either sop or alto. but i doubt i will go up since ther are so many pending cases. i cant sing tenor anymore =(.. i have to relearn everything

i left school at 8.10pm and took dinner together with teng, joanna, keh khiong, winston, and siyuan. we saw lots ogls and sc ppl gathering around the food court. we finally got home at 9.30pm. we were all crapping about how keh khiong ats his ikan bilis... cos he eat damn slow. lol

i have to prepare the list for auditions and i've to call each of them up. the response was pretty good, about 60 plus signed up. good sign anyway. =)



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