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Saturday, September 30, 2006 || 11:49 AM

woohooo!! 2 papers left...thankk god.. i hope this nightmare can pass away quickly...

but at the same time, i hope it will never end.

came online now cos i really cant stand studying all day.. i want a break man. though my parents never force me at all.. they told me if i cant take it any longer, its alright to give up now. they would rather see me sleeping rather than mugging until 1am. i was really touched by wat they said and wat they hav done for me during this period.. when all the setbacks hav all come after me.. refusing to let me go. now its raining suddenly.. lol.. suits my mood perfectly.

yesterday i called my mum and ask her if i can give up geo cos i haven study phy 8-10 lectures..i told her i'm going to fail.. and she agreed surprisingly.. she said no pt studying so hard when i cant grasp geo. i asked my tua ku.. he wanted me to study..so i jus read thru loh.

i love my parents very much now.. haha.. perhaps last time dun really noe how to appreciate them in the past.. they sometimes quarrel over petty stuffs.. nevertheless i love them very much. i duno how to express to them how much i appreciate them..perhaps i'm rather conservative.. i dun really express myself very much.

my parents made an effort to make sure tt i'm alright.. well, my dad.. he sometimes fetch me home when i'm tired, very concerned abt me... yesterday, knowing tt i'm going to japan during this dec, he went to tour agenices to check out for me. yes,i'm deeply touched. for my mum, she knows i love meiji milk so much.. she always pass by the 7-11 store and purchase for me. usually she will stay up late with me while i'm studying.. my bro.. though he's not with me, he sometimes smsed to c hows my studies and the situation i'm in now. thank you so much.

yesrerday was late for geo paper.. i made an effort to leave home 10 mins than usual time.. but i'm still late! blame on the bus la.. when i alight at the bus stop near the school.. i realised its 2.30pm.. i rushed like mad to school and quickly put my bag on the locker and rushed to the hall.. i went to check wheres my seat.. but i 4got.. perhaps i was too flustered. when i got into the hall, i realised my seat was occupied.. so i took the nearest seat.. then when the exam was abt to start, i touched my pocket and ... my hp was still with me.. i rushed to the back and jus put my hp on the floor and got back to the seat.. i dun even hav time to check if my paper has any probs.. jus do loh.. and get over and done with.

i tink i'm going to flunk my geo paper when i cant handle phy geo.. human geo also die.. 16 marks can kiss goodbye liao. after the exam, my dad fetched me home..on the way met germaine and fetch her to clementi as well. haha

ok..tts all, i'm going to sleep now. 2 more papers left.

Thursday, September 21, 2006 || 5:53 PM

jus back from school....hiaz.. damn tired man..later going to sleep for a while..jus now went home with terence and yihan.. then accompanied ter to breadtalk and he bought lotsa bread and cakes.. siao man.. no wonder he and laura will grow fat la.. still eat muffins and bread for supper!

looks like i didnt go online for a long long time.. in school.. seems like everyone is sick.. esp germ.. wah..sick for many days la. poor germ. yesterday's PE was fun..lol... orienteering was done for pe which is the treasure hunt.. we hav to search for symbols.. i partner with shawn and we panted our symbol at the pull-up bars.. tinking tt no one will c it.. but eventually, it was quite easy la. haha.. both of us were quite confused with the map at 1st..duno why i take geo in the 1st place when i cant even read maps..

we went to the wrong place and finally found our destination.. however, we couldnt find the tag... we searched up and low for then tag but still, we couldnt find it! the 2nd pair came which is fengrui and charissa.. we asked them for help to find the stupid tag.. and they managed to find it la.. we were still idling at the shelter when others were at their 3rd station.. while we were still at the 1st station.. lol..

we managed to secure the last position in our class.. lol... cos everyone was running high and low to search for the tags.. but me and shawn were taking our own sweet time.. we jus walk loh..
after pe, i went to buy chicken rice.. so hungry though i didnt exert much energy to move abt.. haha..has phys at 3 but lotsa ppl didnt go.

today i was completely dead... feel so sleepy and couldnt concentrate at all.. greet people like walking zombie like tt.. sian.
i guess i'm going to flunk my econs.. haven started much yet.. and geo.. dun need to say much. today got back gp's test.. phew.. score quite well.. haha

my sec school had a play held at singapore poly convention hall.. wana go but gotta sacrifice for studying.. haiz.. the sec4 hav fiished their prelims today. .so gd la.. my cousin shld be shaking her leg at home now. "-_-

ok..gtg now.. a few days to promos!

Friday, September 15, 2006 || 9:08 PM

i jus came back from school for nite study program... choir offically has a study group now..=)..the schedule will be every friday, from 5pm onwards.. at LT1/2.. so choir members, take note eh? yesterday i bought snacks for choir and each of us took 2 snacks each... ms renee leong bought more biscuits for us.. love her so much! =)

study with choir members(also with erence) was fun.. haha.. what will choir do when they get together? SING la!.. haha.. yes, we are able to sing while concentrating.. we maybe disturbing the ppl studying. but who cares ? haha..we munched on the snacks and the fried rice tt school has gave.. finally, i left home at 8pm.. ter's dad fetchd me home.. haha.. laura was in the car as well..so we chit-chat on the way home.

was feelig exhausted today.. but seems practically everyday i was feeling so damn tired.. duno wat wrong with me..

he lao shi almost gave me a fail grade for my chinese! she gave me 43.5 upon 100 for my chinese.. luckily i finally to claim back my 10 marks from her.. my chi is getting from bad to worse..

this morning had a meeting with ms eileen toh for the japan trip! woohooo~~ its finally out! cant wait to go to japan! c those handsome guys and eating yummy food! hot springs are included as well and SHOPPING!.. XMAS CAROLLING!=) but b4 tt, PASS MY PROMOS 1ST.











dear gal, i'm sorry tt i cant console you,
i myself was troubled too..
i blamed myself and i cant bring myself to smile at u
to give u constant encouragement.
be strong..i'll be strong too..=)

Thursday, September 14, 2006 || 10:07 PM

blogging time!

monday: wana highlight about the making of pancakes during PE lesson.. nev had home econs lessons for like 2yrs? fianlly we had an outdoor activity cooking pancake.. ours looks the best.. soohuey's and praveen's(though look quite disgusting) pancake tasted so yummy! haha.. after pe i joined terence for nite study and left at 8pm.

wednesday: about 10 ppl from my class didnt attend lessons cos the lesson kinda useless.. early in the morning there's 2 hrs of PW, then PE and ifnally econs lect. after PW,we rushed to change into our PE attire fast cos mrs lim wants us to have a sense of urgency.. haha.. at the same time, we hoped to skip F n C so tt we can play games...mrs lim was sweet enuf to let us play captain ball druing our PE! haha.. the game was really fun =)

now rushing PW.. but my part was done!hehe..


promos coming soon..10 more days? haiz.. haven started much yet..


no time to blog..shall blog some other day =)

Saturday, September 09, 2006 || 9:27 PM

holidays are finally over.. 2wks later we will be having our promos! quite worried tt i hav no time to stduy.. and i dun want to retain.. must jia you all the way!

today met sock ping for lunch at JP.. we ate at banquet and chit chat for a while.. i wana eat yong tau foo at first cos its a lighter meal.. but i couldnt resist the tempura bento so i ordered this meal! haha... quite ex la.. but still alright la.. the salad is yummy. after tt, sp accompanied me to world of sports and royal sporting house totake a look at bags and caps for my bro.. cos my bro birthday is comignsoon.. i would like to get something for me.. since he's currently botak, i will get a cap for him but the caps tt i saw arent very nice.. well, next time then.

at 3pm, its time for sp to work.. went to subway with her. and purchased 6 subways cookies for my dear cousins.. subway cookies rox btw.. haha.. cos of choir prac, i hardly c them on sats.. today i'm finally free but i didnt get a chance to c them.. oh well.. and another is taking her prelims on monday.. c her quite stress so i bought her a cookie to cheer her up =).



things to do after promos:
1. SHOPPING!
2. Movies
3. EAT EAT EAT! haha
4. sing! missed choir..lol.. oh yes.. and my NYJC and WE frens
(yes wenqi and christine.. miss ya so much!)
5. hmmm.. spend some time with my family... we didnt go out for a long time
6. preparation for Japanese students.. (can see handsome guys!..haha)

i've made some plans with my buddies.. but i welcome more ppl to join me to shop! haha.. any takers? =)

Thursday, September 07, 2006 || 7:38 PM

yesterday blogger corked up.. couldnt blog at all..

blogging time now.

basically this holiday isnt a holiday.. i'm going to school practically almost everyday(except for today) for extra lessons and lectures.. ah well, JC life is also like tt i guess. yesterday had a monringphy geo lesson with Ms Lee.. but she's late for class.. while waiting for her, germaine and i were thinking wat to eat for brunch. haha.. had a list of restaurants: pastamania, crystal jade, subway. pizza hut etc.. finally we take our 1st choice which is the pastamania.

after our geo lesson, we took a bus to cineleisure and ate there.. order the mushroom and pinenuts rice set meal.. damn nice! its hard for me to 4get the taste.. till now i still feel like eating.. wahaha.. germaine ordered her baked pasta.. but mine is nicer..haha... after tt we shop shop around in cineleisure.. germ wana show me one cute guy in nike but he's aint working on tt day...after walking around, we settled down at a HK cafe(beside pastamania) cos we are attracted by the poi lo bao picture.. germ ordered french toast and i ordered my poi lo bao.. her frech toast is really 'tall' and yummy..water costs 40 cents there.. i mean u gotta pay for a cup of icewater?!

wah..eat with germ can really grow fat la.. then we took neoprints.. costs 11 bucks but okay la.. the machine has some interesting types of photoshots like the eraser shots.. finally we took 190 and went back to PJ for my urban geo lecture..

biwei bought the pen tt can draw designs on ur nails! so cool la.. biwei drew 2 designs on both of my thumb.. but when i got back home.. some parts of the design are gone.. (awww..).. finally after the trip to popular, we 3 went home.

today met up with Siew ting at 10am at JE lib to study.. when i arrived.. everyone were standing outside the lib.. mind u its a huge crowd.. searching for a decent place to study was really difficult.. eventually we shared a table with a sec4 gal. while studying.. met lotsa PJ ppl mugging as well... saw my dear SL Si yuan! finally left at 1plus and ate lunch.. went to clementi and meet patricia to acccompany her to cut her hair.. haha.. we met up again during the holidays.. last time met was teachers day.. we walked abt in clementi and depart at 5pm.

tmr there's extra phy lesson.. mr kow's finally back from NS!.. haha.. after lesson, shld be studying with Jae and Biwei. oh, jus borrowed 2 bks for fu.. cos didnt read bks for a long time.. must get back to the reading habit soon!

Sunday, September 03, 2006 || 8:07 PM

ya..missed choir sectionals! i wana sing(follow xianming's msn personal msg)! haha..anyway wana display some fotos during the concert.. if u wana c more can get from me directly..haha
oh yes..for those who wants to grab theses fotos.. dun grab..i repeat, dun GRAB..the effect wont be gd k? cos the resizing spoils it all..haha


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clementi gang!

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with Wingki, Sha, Lao Gong, Joey and myself

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with my dearest NY frens: christine and wenqi

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hmm..MI5?

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bits and pieces of NYJC and PJC!

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twisty~

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abit blur thou..with the skinny guy gang!


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with my VP karissa

Friday, September 01, 2006 || 10:52 PM

sleeping debt

today seems to be a sleeping day for me.. yesterday i was too tired tt when i was reading a magazine, i jus fell asleep on the sofa.. my dad had to wake me so tt i can sleep properly..woke up at 7.30am for no apparent reason..perhaps used to wake up early.. ate bread for breakfast and abt 11am i doozed off AGAIN.. like pig la.. woke up at 2pm and ate my lunch..i slept again at 5 and woke up at 7pm.. wahaha.. ok...i'm still awake until now..

teachers' day. 31 aug: woke up at 5.30am to prepare for teachers' day concert... i reached school at 7am but no one else except me reached.. finally i met gab koh and winston together and we went to the loft srea and did our daily warm-ups..finally the rest came and joined us.. i booked MPR5 for our prac.. actually we tot tt there's lotsa time for us to prac since the concert is helpd after aces day.. but unfortunately, its raining! the SC has decided to push everything forward.. so we started to panic.. cos we haven actually warm up and prac.. we report a lil late for performance.. heard tt one of the sc seems pissed off but we dun give a damn..

when we are on standby.. the gals esp are very nervous...me too.. we gave each other some form of assurance and breathed deeply..finally it's time for us to performance.. we smiled to the audience and we sang..thanks god it didnt go off and the notes are correct.. phew.. there's a gal who compliment us when me and pz was in toilet.. duno who she is but she jus popped up and talked to us.. haha..after the performance, the gals hugged each other as a source of comfort/ i duno.. suddenly hav the urge to hug.. haha

wait for tt freaking weiming for like 40mins in the canteen.. cos he's busy with sc stuffs.. so idiotic! finally met him and hopped into harold's mum's car and drove us to tanglin. met portia and jacob there.. finally went to kfc with my sec sch class.. after tt i went home to sleep(again).. for the while they went to orchard.. couldnt go with them cos i'm meeting pat at 7pm for dinner. pat and chatted for 2 hrs... and finally went home... damn tired.. =)

missed singing suddenly.. miss NYJC ppl.. jus like how they miss us.. haha.. there's will no more choir activities until after prmos.. when we are to japan! haha.. and some more activities coming up.. but cant reveal yet =)