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Wednesday, May 31, 2006 || 11:55 AM

yesterday jus came back from Mr Eddie's Koh chatlet... reached home ard 11pm. yesterday was fun. =)

early in the morning at 8am, S11 met each other at canteen so tt we can go to lessons together. from 8 to 9.30am, we had boring Maths Lesson. from 9.30am to 11am, we had econs lect..but none of us were really paying attention. frinally the last lesson of the day: econs tutorial from 11.30 to 1pm. we(jeannette, bi wei, so huey, yihan, myself, kaiee, alec, poh yee, ivan, silvia, wenjie) proceeded to Lot1 for lunch and took a train from cck to pasir ris(meanwhile, we meet josiah in the mrt). all of us were cramping ard the train entrance, and we put our bags on the floor, which practically blocked the entrance of the door. after a while we were somewhat tired so we joined the rest to sit on the floor. we were sitting peacefully until the mrt reaches City Hall. we all quickly stand up and took our bads so tt the passengers can come in. phew... tt time was ike a reflex action-immediate and quick. ha.

we took a taxi and finally reached Aloha Loyang. both gals and guys went to th rms and unpacked thier stuffs. the place was really nice..very hawaii-like mood.. then the gals went to the beach for a while. we decided to dig a hole so tt when the remaining guys came, we can put one of them in the hole... so we continuing digging.. digging the sand can really drained ur energy out..whaaha. .finally we jus gave up.. kai ee and i went back to the chalet. after tt i duno what happened to the hole.

mr koh's mum treated us with dumplings made by herself.. it's full of red beans and meat...the taste was ok.. but i dun really like red beans and chestnuts. so i gave most of the red beans to alec. after tt, we played soccer. i dun really like soccer..but play for the sake of playing. mr eddie koh was suprised tt i played soccer..very weird meh? ok, perhaps it sounds weird la. while playing i injured my toe.. some skin tearing and a swollen toe. eventually i stopped playing and went back to the chalet and helped out Mr koh with the bbq pit.
Mr koh later joined the class for captain's ball, so me and alec went to join josiah inthe guys' rm and listen to him playing his guitar. he was practising his guitar skills and voice for the preparation for the auditions organised by the arts society. Jia you, josiah!
at night, we bbq lotsa chicken wings and satays..some of us kept bbq, some swim, some played PS2. nevertheless, it's fun with everyone. then finally we took lotsa photos to preserve the memory with mr koh. so sad he's leaving preety soon =(.

monday: watch ACJC concert at esplanade with my choir mates: kemin, teng, winston, zi xin, justin, daniel, gabriel, keng keong, kok kun. our vp karissa went with her sis while tt poh yee with his ACSI buddies.. Ignoring PJ choir. the overall performance for them was...average.. its nice but boring. not much happy songs.. mostly very solemn pieces.. it's didnt capture my attention afterall.. beside zixin, there's a man sleeping..during the midst of the concert? incredible.

after the concert endedm we pushed our P,zixin to the choclate shop.. focing him to treat us.. but anyway we were jus joking..but he took it seriosuly.. he said after our SYF he will treat us.u better keep ur promise ah =).

Monday, May 29, 2006 || 8:23 AM

after u view this phtoos, look at the previous post. dun miss it out. =)

photos taken during college day:

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the entire choir


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my altos =)


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for those who want to see poh-poh.. he's somewhere there

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Ms secretary 05, Ms secretary 06, Ms Secretaries' buddy =)

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boxing junjie

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clementi gang+ gabriel

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with my alto seniors

after the entire college day ended:

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me and kok kun

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wei ming, u idiot, u cracked my head!

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with my tanglin senior, alvin

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clementi gang and jianjun

Sunday, May 28, 2006 || 8:02 AM

yesterday's choir performance was a success! =)
anyway friday had a GP paper.. paper1 was alright..but paper 2 was damn difficult for me. i duno wat it means.. wat Mozart;s music can make one clever?i must try someday =)

yesterday, i reached school at about 1.45pm.. and i was considered late eventually.. cos we were supposed to meet t 1.30pm. but my fren told me it's 1.45pm.. besides i left school early on friday. so kemin and i rushed to the hall for our choir voice check.

around 2.30pm, we were supposed to change and do our make-up. i keep stepping my gown cos it's too long.. not used to wearing such a long dress.. eventually, i took of my shoes for convenience and rushed to the locker to take some of my stuffs there... when my fren and i were running towards the lockers' area, many people were looking at us.. as if we are aliens or something... some of my frens who saw me were a little stunned..whahaa.. i looked really tt ugly with my gown meh? kemin was saying tt we looked like runaway brides.. since we were running and our gown is picked from a bridal shop =)

at 4pm, our conductress wanted us to practice our songs again.. but before tt, she did a hair check on the gals. and i was caught with my fringe covering my forehead. so i try to 'salvage' my hair by putting clips but somehow, my fringe still goes down.. then my senior put hair spray on my hair.. immediately my fringe went still. wah, i looked ugly la.

in the meantime, my president was making her final speech to us. from her speech, i can tell tt she cant bear to leave choir and she wil miss all the choir sessions. some girls cried, most of the seniors cried too. as for me, i didnt tear, but my heart was kinda feel very soured..yes, i cant bear to let all my darling alto seniors go..
as for my VP, he sang a song for us.. he said tt he sang this song during his audition.. so he gotta end his speech with the song.. he put the earphone ready and even printed out the lyrics.. loos like he's well-prepared for the song. everyone was really listening attentively... for the 1st time(we were usually rather noisy). he sang very well.. 3 cheers for jun jie!
lastly, we had our beach boys on stage.. if u guys cant recall.. they were the GONG XI FA CAI YEA! who sang during CNY.. they rock man.. they forgot the steps and lyrics.. but it's okay.. they brought some humour for us.. so tt the seniors wouldnt cry tt much.
5pm: its time to perform on stage... stupid Alec.. he said he cant see me! alec i was at the centre, 3rd row!! how can u not c me? it's so obvious! how can u only take photos of poh yee and not me! u better find me in the photos.. otherwise.. hmmm..u own me a ice cream from swensens! =p
anyway, i tink the audiene like our songs esp the last item, 'everytime i feel the spirit' ..they clapped along with us and the GOH. choir rox!

when we proceeded back to the LT, we started taking lotsa photos.. i have 71 photos in my camera.. wahaha.. next time i will post some here.. but not now.. very lazy to do so.
choir members, add me to ur msn to get ur photos! my email : gemini_1989s@hotmail.com
the teachers also announced the new batch of exco members. i got the post i wanted which is secretary. but some didnt get their ideal postition.. some were quite unhappy with the post allocated. nevertheless, i hope we can work well together =).

CHOIR ROXS!

Thursday, May 25, 2006 || 2:32 PM

now in my school's library blogging.. initially i wana do geo ws cos the dealine is today..but my class didnt do.. so i ended up blogging.. it feels good to type without any disturbance of my mum's constant nagging.. and also i can hardly go online cos my parents wants me to focus on my studies. wth. i feel tt blogging is 1 way for me to express my feelings.. otherwise i'm like a time-bomb.. you will never noe when i'm going to burst.

Yesterday: had a physics test and the MCQs were preety hard to me.. such an irony. i tot MCQS were supposed to be easy. till now, i'm still not used to sitting in the LT doing my tests... its so cold in the LT..my sweaty palms will turn cold for hours even if i'm in the sun for a long time. tts one of the disadvantages.. the advantage is... hmm... perhaps my temperature will nev go so high.. so if everyone gets heatdstroke, probably i'm the last person on earth to get dehydrated. ok, tts crap.

the phy test was generally alright.. but i rushed myself a lil at the end of the paper. after tt i rushed to the hall for choir rehearsal. in this special day, i secretly organised a lil birthday suprise for my SL(sectional leader), Ameila. she's leaving choir very soon for her a lvls and she spent lotsa efforts with the altos. so i asked very alto members to write her their wishes to her. apparently, very few gave me their slips of paper. te rest were last min and i gotta rush and remind them. but i knew tt everyone had a hectic schedule..so perhaps they jus 4got.
meanwhile, i let choir signed on a piece of paper to give their wishes to ameila =). at the end of the choir meeting, we sang birthday song for her and i quickly gave her all the stuffs plus a granola bar(cos shesaid she like it. lol). i'm quite glad tt this was partially successful.

today: nothing much but the most memorable one was Mr Eddie Koh's lesson. he gave us an unforgetable GP lesson. cos he's leaving for further studies, he gave us 3 'farewell presents'. 1. a film screening. 2. lit lesson 3. a poem and a song dedicated to us. he also wrote names with different colours on each piece of poem. mine's pink. i wonder wat tt means.. this lesson was indeed a tearful one. everyone was crying. even the macho guys in our class cried. so touching, eh? my tears were abt to dropwhen he played the song to us.. but i controlled myself. until after he finished delivered his msg, i cried.

he's a such a great teacher... i doubt any other GP teachers can replaced him. he change my perspective of gp. anyway the last time we will say goodbye will be the time we go to his chalet.
mr koh, thanks for teaching us!=p

anyway i failed my econs test.. quite badly...sock ping, doubt i can teach u econs liao.. when i cant even handle my econs la.

sat--college day performance. all the way!

Saturday, May 20, 2006 || 11:29 PM

i'm really tired righht now.. ok, this time i will use 10 mins to finish typing what i wana said. =p

yesterday has a college day rehearsal for choir.. mr dennis yeo and mr iLEAD teacher were there again making a fool out of themselves jus to make us smile.. cos most of us are stoning.. wahaha.. they are really very sweet i must say... oh ya, mr eddie koh was there too.. he looked a lil surprised tt i'm in choir.. anyway most of his students are in choir..

we had 2 rehearsals within a day and its tiring us out.. damn sleepy tt time.. but the show must go on.the next rehearsal is on wed and fri!!! ahh.. cant watch X men with mr koh and my class. =(

once i got back home.. which is abt 8pm, i immediately take a shower and ate my dinner.. then i jus rest.. i'm jus too tired to do anything.. thank god joanna called me..otherwise i'm already in my dreamland.
we had a long long chat.. its has been long time since i had such a conservation. i enjoyed such talks.. it lets me expressed all my irriation and my problems.. cos i confide to her wats going on with me. i'm glad tt i've someone who is willing to listen to me.. as long as i want.. its really hard for me to find such a buddy..throughout my sec sch life.. i only hav 2 who are willing to lend me their ears. so thanks alot, joanna =)

we ended our conversation at 12 midnight.. after tt i read a storybk and went to sleep.. i wished my life would be as simple as tt.. simply jus relaxing all day.. tts impossible.. life is so hectic to me. i hate it. my ah yi was telling me,' wah, everyday sleep so late. tell u to go to poly, you wouldnt listen to me'. my mum was like complaining tt jc seems so useless. but i've decided to prove them and myself wrong. =)

today went to eat dim sum with my relatives.. its good to hav such gathering for a while.. the dim sum were yummy.. especially the popiah and the prawn dumpling.. i suddenly crave for crystal jade's xiao long bao and redbean pancake. lolx.

went home about 5pm. then the family gathering continued at my ah ma hse. i like family days.. wahaha.. i guess i'm quite family-orientated.

next week will be a stress week to me. econs and math tests on mon. phy test on wed and gp exam on fri. college day on sat. rehearsals on wed and fri. all the way, karen!

ok, enuf. i've overshot 10 minutes...ok, sounds dumb.


-alto. choir. dim sum. independence =)

Thursday, May 18, 2006 || 10:36 PM

yesterday i had college rehearsal for my choir performance.. so the choir members got the chance to leave econs lect early!.. immediately, we went to hall for warming up of our voice and get prepared for the rehearsal.. my SL was trying to train me hard for my clapping.. cause i hav no coordination! i cant clap while i sing.. too hard for me to concentrate.guess my brain is too rigid.. haha

when we sang together with the sound of the piano.. the songs are jus so relaxing.. there's one song sounds so romantic.. damn nice..but alto's note like off-key la. then the seniors who played the drum and piano for us played so well.. haha..some gals were admiring them.. whahaa.. but its really cool...

the song 'everytime i feel the spirit' tt we sang yesterday made 2 teachers jumped. ha. mr dennis yeo and the iLead teacher were jumping to the beat suddenly.. so cool la.. especially mr dennis yeo.. he really rock ..hhaa..

oh ya.. tt morning i had a reteat for standing board jump.. tt time i dun even noe how to sing myself to jump..so dear soo huey taught me how to jump far.. and i managed to make it..170cm =) from a freaking number of 116 to 170..amazing eh..150 for me is a miracle la. so must thank soo huey for helpin me to clinch my gold in napha =). soo huey is like my personal napha trainer.. help me with sit and reach and this dummy sbj... haha =p

today.. nothing much.. jus very tired..anyway i'm tired all day. after school doing nothing much..

okie dokie.. i wana go off now. update some other time then.

Tuesday, May 16, 2006 || 10:17 PM

updating time!

sunday: in my previous i mentioned about going to watch a concert in esplanade.. yepp.. i went there and the choir performance by the phillipiness university was marvellous. they are the true singers and performers.. i bet they learnt the traditional dance like mad..becasue there weresimply no flaws at all..simply jus one person could sing with a mic.. damn pro la... one man from the bass section could sing sop range.. fantastic. i was so inspired by them.. oh ya, the clementi gang took lotsa photos =).

monday: nothing much happened.. last night slept at 1.30am... jus to finish my hw because of the concert.. i reached home at about 11pm. jus feel like sleeping during lessons. duirng GP lesson, mr eddie koh was toking about birth dearth--abortion. then slowly, he linked to life support.. it was a newspaper article about an American woman whole was in a vegetative state was removed from the life support as her husband wanted her to 'leave in peace' . it happened quite recently.. if i'm not wrong.. it happened last yr. this may not mean anything to u but it reminds me of something. my frens will noe what i'm referring too. yes, my uncle. life support reminds me of him. he was too in a vegetative state.. he also was removed from the life support cos... there will be alot of complications even if he wakes up.. he will beocme a vegetarian.. i believe he doesnt want to be in such state if he was alive.

altough he went to paradise 2mths ago, i cant control my emotions... i jus burst out crying when i left the com lab.. when i got back from the toilet, mr koh was wondering if the articles he gave us were disturbing.. after i told him the reason, the next day(which is today) he gave me a poem tt provdes me comfort. thank you so much, mr koh. he's such a sweet man.. i really cant bear to let him leave for further studies.
as a result of me crying.. i got severe puffy eyes.. swollen eyes rather.. very ugly.. like goldfish la.. tt time my eyes were in pain.. everytime i closed my eyes.. i can feel the tension in my eyelids.. but anyway, its over now.. its no longer tt puffy..

today: nothing much except for chinese oral.. i think i screwed up the entire oral.. ms ho was able to pick up all the words tt i didnt noe how to read.. oh man, my chinese really sux.. no wonder i gotten a pass for o lvls. ms ho was telling me tt i'm not confident of myself.. again. haiz.. hopefully i can get a D for my standing board jump..



i'm tired of life now.. l jus want to get out of this dummy a lvl cirrculum and proceed to the next path of my life. i want to stop studying so desperately.. get me out of here.

some photos here:

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taken from chocoz.. they marshmalows coated with chocolate are yummy.

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the clementi gang. lolx

Sunday, May 14, 2006 || 10:25 AM

hmm...jus finished my lor mee for breakfast. before i went jogging with my big cousin at clementi stadium again.. ran 3.2 again...initially wana try for 9 rounds but at the 8th round, i cant stand it already..haha..gotta run more in the future.

argh... i tink i do not hav much time to finish my chinese readin review + the time to study geo. i never read chinese books beofe except our chinese textbks.. my sec sch traqcher used to force us to buy those chi novels.. eventually i jus put it aside.. till nowi duno where did i put those bks. i haven do my GP reading review yet! later i got to meet my choir mates to watch a concert at esplanade..doubt i hav time to finish much...

ive nev been to esplanande concert hall.. so i tink it shld be quite grand la..hopefully if there's a chance i would like to perform there too.. tt would be so cool la.

friday: it was a Vesak Day. so early morning i went to my grandma hse to pay my respect to my uncle and meanwhile fold some josspapers for my uncle..
ard 11am i went to jurong east to go to Alvin's hse to do GPP..we didnt do for a such a long time before.. ard 3pm we are done.

saturday: the entire day i was doing nothing but SHOPPPING. haha.. didnt shop for a long time... but the mian purpsoe was to buy a pair of silver shoes for choir. so kemin and i went to far east plaza to search for silver shoes.. while on the bus i was attracted to tiffany and co's advertisment. ya, TIFFANY AND CO. so when we alighted at the bus stop, we went to DFC to search for the store..but eventually we looked somewhat sua ku.. cos the poeple there were tourists.. and obviously we are not tourists..and all the stuffs there are extremely expensive..even ferro rocher has a store there..selling at a freaking high price. you can simply buy a box of ferro at any supermarket at a cheaper price.. these chocolates are earning a pile there la..
anyway, we didnt manage to fnd tt store..so we proceed to far east.

we search for the entire fasr east for a pair of silver shoes.. tts so mad la.. meanwhile there are many temptations tt hinder us from finind the shoes-- bags, bracelets, earrings, shirts.. food.. lotsa stuffs.. but we continue to persevere. however, those nice silver shoes are those pointed ones.. but i dun really like cos it made my feet look old..i was somewhat forced to buy those simple pattern round shoes.. luckily i managed to find a nice pair from petal box. costs $26.90.. phew.. quite satisfied with it.. you can see my shoes when i perform on college day =).

after tt we went on shopping spee! i bought lotsa stuffs from far east.. i bought a pouch for my mum from tomato can since today is mother's day. we spent like 4 hrs in far east.. so u can imagine how much we spent. =) i like a bear keychain sold there.. it's wearing a versace dress.. there's a diamond tiara on its head too..so cute.. but quite expensive to me.. its 10 plus for such a small fig.. perhaps because its imported from japan.

we went to mango and see some clothes there.. the dresses there are nice.. but not really appealing..so shortly we went to wheelock place.
we went to marks and spencer.. everytime i go to orchard.. if i happened to pass by any makrs and spencer store.. i will buy their digestive chocolate biscuits.. its yummy.. so u guys can try it someday.. i bought 2 packet of biscuits.
then we went to zara.. zara is of my fav labels btw. i spooted two dresses there.. one with stripes of pink and white.. the other with big orange roses.. both cost $119. haha.. i will buy when i'm rich someday... i tink one of our econs teacher freq shop in zara.. cos she wore one dress tts in zara too..she's quite tall and preety..but i duno her name.

around 5plus we went home.. our legs are aching though..haha..but shopping was really gd.. its one way to relieve stress..but it will burn my parents' pocket very quickly..haha

ok, tts all folks. i'm going to do my hw now..

Thursday, May 11, 2006 || 10:40 PM

today i DIDNT watch MI3!!! wth.
i really want to watch tt movie so desperately..jus because there's tom cruise!! i noe he's sadist but his acting skills are superb. Nvm.. maybe some other time... oh ya, i wana watch the Da Vinci Code too!.. the storybk rocks and i tink the movie would be of gd quality too(i hope).

so eventually, we went to supermarket and shop shop ard.. some of my classmates were buying chocolates.. i was so tempted to buy .. but i do have enuf cash.. so i control myself from the temptation...it was really hard for me u noe.. especially with the dark chocolates..it was so hard to resist =).
a little distance away, there was a counter displayed with all those expensive chocolates.. the chocolates was so....attractive.haha. the marshmallow coated with chocolate was like calling me to buy them all.. i jus want to eat it up..haha.. but it's quite expensive. so.. ya, i didnt buy it.. next time when i rich, i will buy the entire factory tt made those chocolates! =p
the bakery nearby was equally delicious. however, the cakes are too expensive.. jun ming u still own me carrot cake plus carrot juice hor.. i will remember it..haha..

we went to Pepper lunch for dinner(or rather lunch i duno..).. the menu displayed outside was attractive..there's a shake salad..sounds preety cool. i ordered the pepper beef rice. the taste was really damn nice. the bean sprouts in my fren's hotplate looks yummy.. next time iwana try it! it's a little costly..cos there's GST. ya..if u wana eat something hot, go there. but there's only limited types of meat-- beef and salmon. i dun really like eating beef though.. cos it reminds me of how the butcher slaugher the cows.. do u know that cows actually cried b4 they are going to be killed? they actually knew tt they are going to die.
after finishing our meal, we were chatting for a long time. i love such chats la. then josiah and poh yee were splitting ice at Alec la... josiah was actually chewing the ice cubes so tt the shape of the ice can fit into the straw.. wahaha.. the scene was hilarious.. but poor alec..haha
and then this poh yee was linking me and alec, then junming with me. wth.. u noe wats qin nu anot? i noe u spent ur entire life in a boys school but for god sake, tts not qin nu.. make some sense k?

this morning we had a standard chartered talk on HIV. the guy was preety cool.. initially i tot he's a korean cos he hav curly hair like the koreans.. but he's from indonesia. i tot tt the talk was quite boring.. but after he told us some of his life story.. i begin to understand better about the purpose of talk.

GP lesson was fun. mr eddie koh was damn funny la.. i simply love GP lessons.. but such a pity.. mr eddie koh is leaving for further education...we were inviting him to watch MI3 with us.. then he suddenly talked about X-men..then he begin to ask wat supernatural powers tt we would lke to hav. then he began to teased feng rui and poh yee.. py one was extremely funny.. we really laughed our heads off. oh ya.. during GP lesson, i get to eat alot of tibits..haha.. twisties, tasty biscuits and M&Ms..and oreos.. wahaha..yummy rite?

Tuesday, May 09, 2006 || 11:00 PM

ahhHHHH!! finally this dummy blogger is working..i waited for a long time jus to load into the page loh. btu there's something wrong with my blogpage..where are my profile, photos and tagboard?

anyway, update on monday 8/5.

8am, we proceeded to the phy lab and do our SPA tests. the practical was alright..except tt i was too slow..i tink mr kow was writing about me being unable to apprehend the experiment properly. perhaps i'm too used to mouth-feeding.. during the secondary school days.. experiments were properly set up for us and we simply jus carry out the experiment will do. combined science is easier as compared with pure sciences. besides during phy practical.. i needa look at the surronding before starting my experiemnt. during the SPA.. i couldnt figure out wat to do with the pulley.. never handle such thing b4 leh.. then everyone were able to do it.. i jus cant. i duno wat to do with the plumbline la.

supposedly, there were 5 tests: SPA, econs common test, geo test, chinese test and Napha test. but eventually ms lee postponed our geo test to 15/5 (yeay!).

during PE lesson.. we ran 2.4.. my class ppl arent really prepared for running..cos they are not mentally prepared..needa some time to get ready..mrs lim forced us to wear the number tags on our waist.. however, my pe shirt kept coming out so eventually i covered the entire number tag..dun hav the habit of wearing tt tag la.. my timing was 13.38mins.. finally got my A..! previously was 14.04..and mrs lim was telling me tt i exceed 4 secs to get an A. i'm quite satisfied with my timing =). then it's the time for sit and reach.. i barely passed my sit and reach so i gotta retake.
my bones are really stiff so i cant really stretch.. but with the pulling of hands by yi han, pushing of my back by jeannette and especially with the help by soo huey( nah soo huey, i've mentioned ur name here =) ).. i managed to improved from 29cm to 39 cm.. amazing rite? thanks to SOO HUEY..if she didnt initiate the stretching for me.. i guess i cant stretch far.

next its choir time! my gown is ready for me to try it on.. it's a peach colour gown and little decorations at the shoulders.. but mine is not completed yet..once i fit it on..i looked...Hmmm...NICE..wahha.. i'm lying to myself. =P the gown cost me 40 bucks.. ya u may say its cheap..ya.. its cheap.. but will i wear it in the future?
we learnt a new song... its preety romantic.. but for the melody for alto it sounds off-key..but nevertheless.. it roxs.

today; hmm.. nothing much. mr eddie koh showed us a movie..it's not those typuical movies where u epxected a typical happy ending or those predictable thrill. the moive really roxs. it shows abt a chef with 3 daughters..how they led their lives... like wat mr eddit koh said.. there are some parts of the movie which displays the daily activities tt u've made..which is true.. while watching.. i recalled some stuffs tt happened to my family.. very interesting and enjoyable indeed..but i duno the title of the movie =p

ok..its getting late now. tts all folks!

Friday, May 05, 2006 || 10:29 PM

today i'm was really feeling uncomfortable in school.. i feel sick during the 1st period which is chinese.. i jus feel like vomiting.. pretty Nauseous.. tt time i really have no mood to listen to He lao shi.. i jus rest my head on the table.. suddenly i felt tt my head was heavy.. my hands were terribly cold at tt time.. during phy lesson too, i cant concentrate although i'm trying to.. jus feel like puking..

thank god after phy was break. i really need to eat something to warm me up. i felt much better after eating..my hands aint cold any longer. then after school, i bought lotsa goodies: plum candy coated with honey(my fav!), chocolates for my cousins and plums for my mum.. initially i wan to save money but after seeing ms song grabbing tt plum candies..i cant resist myself..haha.. simply love tt candy so much. =p

ard 2pm, we had our extra maths lessons.. and ms song was there again.. wah..i dun wan to fail my maths ok... she jus cant make it...

today went home with teng.. we ate our lunch at clementi and shopped ard the pasa malam in clementi.. you guys might wana check it out =).

oh ya... yesterday was funny. my class went to LJS at lot1 for lunch. we ate together then actually an old man behind us was listenign to our conversation. then i cant remember wat jonathan said to jun ming.. then junming show tt hand signal(vulgarity hor) to jonathan then tt old man was telling him tt thats a bad hand sign. jun ming was like blaming jon for teaching him.. then he somewhat blamed alec for fun la. then tt old man tot tt junming is alec.. he said tt alec's name is nice but the sign he made utterly spoil the image of himself la. wahaha.. i was reminding alec tt we always had weird incidents happened when we were eating fast-food in lot1.

1st incident: during the last day of PAE, we skipped the entire day and went to mac for our breakfast. while we were eating happily, a guy came towards us and told us tt he was observing us all along.. tt time we were kinda shocked.. cos he asked for our school and we tot he's going to complain to the principal. he even observed tt me and germ are left-handers. "-_- then he requested for our signatures.. tts so weird la.. but he seems to be a wise person from the way he speaks.. he's an accountant btw. really missed those times with 06S21.

2nd incident: we were eating at LJS..then when we were about to go home, one old auntie told alec tt i looked sweet ( hehe) and asked me to be his gf. wth.. hahaha..are all aunties like tt?

tmr there's vunta dinner!! hooray..finally i can go for vunta outings.. guess i better organise 1 for my own OG1.

ok. got to sign off...

i duno how am i going to survive in PJ man..

Wednesday, May 03, 2006 || 7:56 PM

today is a bad day for me i guess.

this morning we had PE.. we gotta do nafa test. such coincidentally, out of the 3 stations, 2 of them is my weakest.. which is standing board jump and sit-and-reach. i really hate standing board jump.. duno who suggested jumping to be included into the test.. haiz..but nvm.

i seriously cant jump la.. i noe my dear classmates(especially ppl from byron =p) were encouraging me to jump..but i cant la.. its really my fault. i duno the proper techniques to jump far.. i dun have confidence in myself after failing standing board jump for the past 4 years. i totally gave up for tt section. i admit tt its my psychological effect tt caused me to jump at a short dist.. but such mentality has been lingering in my mind for 4 years..its hard to remove it from my mind.. when i was doing the sit-and-reach, i was totally demoralised by the fact tt i cant jump.. my expression was really upside down la..mrs doris lim was reminding me,' karen, where's ur style?' i was really disappointed with myself..but i jus smiled very widely to her so tt she wont be so worried abt me... telling her i'm alright. but i wasnt.

i was actually quite moody during break and maths la.. haha..such minor thing could affect me so much.. tink i'm overly sensitive. jus like tt time happened during orientation.. haiz..nvm..karen, gotta jia you!

today both of my friends- yi han and wei ming made their speech for today's econs lecture.. JIA YOU wor! i brought oreos for them so tt they wont be so tensed up.. haha.. anyway, pioneers, VOTE FOR THEM! haha.. both of them are from Owens =)..

cos today had a dummy NE quiz so went for choir practice late. we are going to learn a new song.. and this song is damn romantic la.. really love choir more..haha.. tt poh yee like panseh choir..choir rocks la.. dun u dare to come late for choir for no reason.

hiaz..lotsa tests coming up.. fri human geo test, monday phy geo test, econs common test and phy spa.. stressed!!! really regretted coming to jc la..maybe poly suits me better..


-altos-

Monday, May 01, 2006 || 12:02 PM

luckily totay is a public holiday, otherwise i wouldnt have time to prepare. but till i haven prepare yet..haha.. maybe later.

yesterday at 10am, i went to imm mac to meet my PW mates. after everyone reached, we seettled our breakfast at there and went to Alvin's house to do our GPP. once we entered his house, his dog greeted us.. it's adorable.. but it's a male dog. initially i was kinda scared.. cos male dogs are more hyperactive and they prefer to attack girls.. once my fren was attacked by a jack russell dog and he wouldnt want to let her off..it was preety disgusting la. but alvin's dog was sterilised..so tts not too bad=p. oh ya, his dog name is champagne. =)
it's cute la.. but he frightened me off.. he chew my finger and toe.. tt made me screamed.. haha..its may not be painful but i have bad experience la.. last time kena bitten by my fren's dog and then from tt time onwards,i' afraid of dogs.. until ard secondary school.. i'm not tt scared of dogs la.

alvn's maid cooked spaghetti for us. after finishing our lunch, we went back to the rm and finish our GHP. we jus keep doing and discuss our ideas. while doing,most of us are damn tired..it seems like everyone slept late la.. as for me, i slept at ard 12.30 but i got to wake up at 7am to see the doc at 8am. ivan was already dozing off while sitting on the chair.. i sat on the floor and lied on the cupboard and close my eyes..haha.. andre sometimes he jus closed his eyes while standing up.. alvin the only one persevering.. typing and typing..whahaha.. actually ALL of us contributed in different ways la... so none of us slack that much =p. we take turns to type.. so everyone gets a chance to rest a little.

soon, most of us are damn tired..and we we jus slacked.. haha..champagne is the only 'toy' for us to play with.. haha.. then finally around 6pm, we completed our GPP! everyone was so desperate to go home and rest..haha.. enough of GPP! we spent almost one-third of the day to finish the GPP la.. 8 hours tat long *yawn*

but this is only the beginning.. there will more meetings like this next time. =p

i reached home ard 6.15pm and took my dinner at my ah ma's hse. my lil cousins are all there. i actually like sundays cos its family day and its time when we met together.. we met only once a week.. so we treasure the times we have... i dun like to spend time with my parents but with my cousins and relatives tt keep s me moving in the family...

today nothing much la.. woke up at 7.30am automatically... then jus keep watching MTV.

it's my lunchtime, update next time.