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Saturday, April 29, 2006 || 1:08 PM

its raining again...

i have change my blogskin finally! i find it quite simple and tada, it becomes my blogskin. anyway, today morning at 8am, i joined my friend for a morning jog at the park at clementi ave 4... it has been along time since i was there..ithe last time i came was pri5.. when i was drawing the scenery there..cos i was an art club member =).

the air there is really fresh except that there's some area where there's some matural fertilisers there(u noe wat i mean).. the rest are quite okay.. the view is nice and u can c many families were running together.. usually iwill go to the stadium to run.. but becasue the park is nearer to my fren's home, so jus go there and jog la.
i tink in total i ran for 3.8? i dun really noe.. cos i start running at the middle of the park and went back to the starting point. besides my fren couldnt run anymore.. haha.. she said she ahsnt been running since secondary school days and she got really exhausted.. i would love to continue running.. but then my fren wana take a rest so we left early eventually, meanwhile i jogged back home.

while i was reading he newspaper today, i came across tiffany advertising their jewelleries.. and it's really nice.. so i went to the website and take a few photos from there:

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so nice rite? but too bad i dun have any cash to purchase these bracelets. next time then.. =( i like the last bracelet most.. its very unique..wats makes it special is the tiffanuy and co lock.. the next favourite the 3rd bracelet.. it has lotsa diamonds on it.. haha

theese days the newspaper are really boring.. perhaps it not my cu of tea.. its all about elections and elections.. i noe its crucial but i dun really like elctions though.

ok enuf of my crap. long day ahead for tmr =(

Thursday, April 27, 2006 || 9:59 PM

tomorrow i'm going back to tanglin to get back my o level cert. finally. i cant wait to get tt green cert onto my hands the alphabets and numbers wouldnt be tt nice...

yesterday had a green bazaar going on for the J1s. we made boxes with the help of ice queen. when we went to our booth to set, i realised that we didnt tot of how to display or advertise our products such tt people will be attractive to come at our stalls. we rely on other classes' leaflets to write the prices. some classes purchased goods from the outside and sold it to the school at a higher price, some used tissue paper and made it into those dolls tt had some fragance(but too me, i dun tink the smell is pleasant), and some jus donated thier stuffs to their booths.. well at least it fulfills the criteria of recycling.

then i had my choir practice. the photographer was there to take us.. we had to pretend tt we were having sectionals while the seniors had to wear the choir gown for photo-taking..so funny la. i was kinda diappointed that my fav song rasa sayang were taken out from college day.. its one of the most familarised songs i ever learnt and the melody is damn nice la. jus becos the theme of the college day is a new beginning. -_-

oh ya, when comes to photo taking.. my class is damn funny la. during PE, we were running round the track for warm-up, then the photographer were taking a photo of us.. then the guys were making an exaggerating movement.. like how those ppl ran for marathon in a fast speed.. very dumb but it keeps us entertained =). thanks to the photo-taking, we are allowed to play games!! we played floorball.. initially dun really like.. but as i played, i think its alright la.. jus keep hitting the ball will do.. haha.. i scored once for my team =) but we lost.. XD.

today, life goes on except for some periods. one of them is dueing PPCG talk. i love mr dennis yeo's talks, it keeps me absorbed to his ppt. it's not about the word S-E-X tt keeps appearing in his slides, but he always make his talks interesting and humourous.. its preety cool. the next interesting lesson is during chinese period. he lao shi taught us how to see our fortune! tts so cool la..and she's always tt funny la. she's a very mysterious yet fun lady.. cos she wouldnt tell us where's her hometown!


--rest well and sleep well..

Tuesday, April 25, 2006 || 10:20 PM

today's updates:

today after school, S11 stayed back and do those mini boxes for the green bazaar tomorrow.. these boxes are taught by the Ica QUeen "-_-.. though she made them, the boxes are quite nice.. she seems artistic..jus like what josiah used to say about her. ha. okay la.. acutally not all stayed back, some left, some went for history classes.. so only ones who sacrificed their time are: ice queen, gabriel, jeannette, yi han, soo huey, me, jun ming, alvin, bi wei, germaine, soo huey,ivan, silvia and bi wei. the rest came for a while and left. ok, yi han and soo huey sacrifced the most. =p

this moring was project work period. everyone don hav the mood to listen to mdm chong.. all were like asleep.. my grpoup members ecept ivan were falling asleep..i was stoning ther..dazin.. haha.. when we were discussing, we actually thought of a new idea which involves service.. its really damn fun and cool la.. i tink when it comes to experiment, its shld be damn interesting.. =) but my group kinda slack.. no progress made right now. they wana discussed it today cos supposedly there's gp movie screening.. but after heard tt its cancelled, everyone left. tts bad la. or rather, we simply bo chap. i hoped to see some progress made. but someone must take the initiative.

tmr there's photo taking! haha..there's choir photo shots besides the school's one.. i hope theres some fun shots so tt i can take with all my close buddies in choir =). aiya.. gabriel quit choir liao.. there's no one to pei me in the future(besides poh-yEEEE). he's back to archery.. haiz..too bad loh.. u cant go to japan =p.

tmr will be a better day =). stop raining!

Sunday, April 23, 2006 || 9:37 AM

"in order to gain respect for urself, you have to respect others first"--this was written by my uncle.

i jus feel like writing something out now and i itnhk blogging is the only way to express my thoughts and feelings.. thanks to the person who 'invented' blogs.

this morning after breakfast, when my mum and i were going home, our neighbour stopped us. i must admit that my negihbours are damn kaypo because perhaps of their mindset and age la.. cant blame them. yes, she began to ask us about my uncle. 'is that your brother tt time during the funeral held downstairs?' she asked my mum and tears flowed out of my eyes instantly. i mean, my uncle has passed away .. almost a month has passed and people kept asking us about his death. cant you all jus let him go? you are just reminding us the feeling of losing him..

my mum began to tell my nieghbour all about my uncle: how he died, how he help out in the household, how he take care of my grandma etc.. i jus keep crying.. couldnt stop myself... so i jus go to the nearby provision shop and get a pack of milk to drink and then go back to my mum. when i got back, i tot its time for them to say gd bye... ended up they talked even more about it.. wah.. i couldnt stand it.. i jus take the keys from my mum and went home 1st.

my goodness.. stop it.i know you neighbours are very concerned about my family and i appreciate it.. but please stop it.. if you want us to feel better, if you want us to stop mourning for my uncle, if you want my grandma to stop thinking about his death. i didnt want to say it out because most of u r 3 or 4 times my age..and i respect all of u. even my friends hav prevented me from mentioning about my uncle.

i love my uncle very much but keep thinkin about his death jus stopped us from moving ahead. my mum and my grandma can constantly keep thinking what he would do if he was alive. they simplycant take the fact that he's no longer alive. when clock strucked 6.30pm, my uncle would be back from work. he would take out his socks, walked to my grandma's rm and c wat's she doing. then he would ask her if she hav taken her dinner. then he would go to the kitchen and take his dinner. this was a routine for him in the past.

i'm too emotional now. i have to stop typing. thanks blog.

Friday, April 21, 2006 || 9:14 PM

i embarrassed myself today twice..so paiseh la..

1st incident: during the choir interview for choir committee.. i was nervous becasue the whole chunk of exco members are throwing you with lotsa questions.. tts one of my horrifying experience in a interview..i nev had so many people interviewing me.. O2 and OGL interview is not as scary as this la. when they were asking me qns,..i felt my ears were like burning..the ears were quite hot la.. my mind was like,'oh no.. i cant afford to blush now!' i duno why i blushed too..but my other frens especially the clementi gang were blushing like mad. when i managed to step out of the rm, my choir mates were asking me where my face was so red.. and my ears were so pink!.. i feel so embarrassed la.. even my fren ke min was preety obvious cos maybe we were quite fair as compared with others.
i told my seniors that i would like to try for a secretary post..i tot a secretary is supposed to do admin stuffs.. and they told me tt secertary gotta wrtie a report daily"-_-..i dun really like to write reports la.. i tink i hav zero chance to be a secretary in choir.. i screwed up the entire interview i think.. 4get it la.i cant make it.

2nd incident: it happened jus now(9 i tink..) this guy yoke hwee called me and told me tt my pri school fren(long lost fren la) tt he remembers me. i was quite glad tt he still noe me cos we didnt contact each other ever since pri4. after that he left pei tong and went to other school. alothugh he was in ctss, i hardly met him..or rather, i didnt see him at all.. so yh wanted to pass his hp to him so tt he can talk to me.. but i refused..cos i really duno wat to talk to him..but this idiot gave the hp to my pri sch fren and he pretended to be yh.. i was a little stunned at 1st... cos it doesnt sound like him.. but i didnt really suspect.. i tot yh wouldnt do tt.. wah lau.. he betrayed my trust..! lied to me loh.. i was too slow to realise tt it wasnt him.. its jus so embarrasing.. this time i didnt blush la.. cos its a phone conversation.. haha.. yh.. shldnt hav bought u a mars bar.. waste my money la..

today during achiever's day in tanglin was totally boring! i cant stand it..shldnt hav come in the 1st lpace..nothing to do much anyway..yep.. manage to meet up with my old frens.. but my class..not responsive one leh..or maybe i'm the one isolating myself from the rest.. haah.. anyway not close to them.. before tt i cant wait to go back cos i really missed tanglin although i always pass by there.. and the dummy school clerk left early..anhd i cant take my cert now... sian man..besides i didnt get any prize la..so sad..=(

oh ya.. in case u guys didnt noe..choir is going to japan at the end of the yr! tts so fun! i didnt go to japan before and i must go even if my parents objected.. but i tink my parents allow provided the edusave fund is sufficient for deduction..it will so cool.. i can see lotsa handsome jap guys in senior high school =).. haha.. but tts not the main pt.. i think its cool to have the cultural excahnge there.. its shld be damn fun.

ok..datta.. gtg!

Thursday, April 20, 2006 || 10:52 PM

yesterday(today rather) i slept at 1.30am and woke up at 6am.seriously, i'm deprived of sleep... you may see me copying down notes but acutally wat went into my head will come out eventually...its hard for me to concentrate.. maybe u tink i will excel well for every single tests.. but i doubt so.. i'm not even awake during tutorials la...

let me think wat happened today..ah ya..this morning bi wei and i went to look for yi han after assembly..cos she's kinda sad due to the match yesterday.. and u know wat tt person followed us and biwei was quitefed up la..we walked quickly but then she's still behind us!
then during morning talk, she still followed when we were trying to sit at other places.. biwei got so pissed off that she jus walked away from her..me later joined her..leaving kai ee behind..i feel so bad at tt time.
sometimes we were wondering whether our actions were obvious to her or not..but i doubt so.. there's 2 possibilities ruled out by us: 1)she got our msg but she's jus follow us and 2) she still dun get the picture.

today after school, we went to bukit panjang plaza to eat our lunch. its ike the 1st time tt majority of the 06s11 r going out together..so sweet =). but somehow, we broke into half..halkf went to LJS and the rest went to mos burger... after eating our lunch ,the rest came to mos burger and chit chat.. our common topics are the ice girl and.. haha..we talked lotsa stuffs la..

kk gtg now, my mum's scoling me for using the internet for a such long time..

Tuesday, April 18, 2006 || 8:40 PM

today's physics test is really difficult.. when i was doing the test, i was kinda stunned.. cos suddenly i cant remember lotsa formula and what to do when facing such 2D questions. then the remaining 1 min i suddenly recalled the COM and COKE -- they can be equate together.. so i rushed my scripts but still i doubt i can secured 5 marks. i think i'm going to fail.. no, I'm going to fail..definitely..4get it la, phy is afterall not my cup of tea. i'm confused.

recently, i kept eating and eating..non-stop i tink..i have a big appetite suddenly and i duno why. its like i ate lunch at 11am and ard 1pm, my stomach is calling me. thats too ridiculous. in the past, 1 plate of rice is enough to last me for the whole day... and now, 1 plate of rice is not enough for me! is it i hav quick metabolic rate suddenly?
today after chinese lesson, i went to grab some chocolates for myself cos i hav a sudden craving on chocolates. after eating a bar of keuno breno(hopefully i spelled it correctly), i feel like eating oreo since i didnt eat oreos for a long log time. after doing my dynamics quiz halfway.. i feel like eating M&Ms when i see the snickers bar tt soo huey was eating.. but i decided to tolerate.. haah.. at least i didnt go and buy.

this morning mdm chong has put into our PW group.. she's unfair.. i am the only girl in my group and the rest are guys! the guys initially wanted to put me as the leader.. why? because i'm the only GIRL, i have what they dun hav..lolx.. then when they heard tt a secretary is needed,they wanted me to be tt post, why because i'm the only GIRL and only GIRLs can become secretaries. sexists. haha.
my group is alright la.. the guys are nice.. and at least i'm not with that ice girl. otherwise, my life will be in torture..cos i'm will be groupin with this person twice... once is enough for me.

today its soo huey's brithday.. happy birthday! =) we celbrated her birthday in the class.. its so cool la.. i also hope my birthday will be as noisy as soo huey's. haha.. cos i dun celebrate my birthday with my family.. so everytime when's its my birthday, i would go out with my friends as a form of celebration.. last yr my gd frens treated me to marchie and gave me a polar cake. that was one of my most memorable birthday i ever had.

ok think tts enuf..its time to do my PI. stupid PI.

Sunday, April 16, 2006 || 5:14 PM

its raining rite now..i dislike rain.. it pulls my mood down cos i cant go out, pools of water are everywhere splashing my feet, making my feet dirty.. enuf of my nonsense.

yesterday:
i woke up at 7am to get ready to go for running. eventually my big couin didnt go for jogging.. "-_-. why? she's still asleep..zzZ..sleeping too sooundly until she cant wake up despite the alarm kept ringing.. however, i still went for jogging cos my younger cousin and my aunt wana run.. so yep, we went to the clementi stadium.
actually, i wana go and run at canal near my secondary school.. cos i missed the times when i was running there and i miss tanglin! though it is smelly there..but i had some fun memories there.. maybe next time i will go and run ard there =)

when we reached there, i began running.. my cousin jus ran for 2.4m whereas i ran ard 3.2m.. my aunt..she didnt run cos she said she cant take it after running half a round.. whahaa... after finishing my rounds, i feel like running again.. i love running rite now..haha.. running can make me forget my troubles and my moody feelings.. while i was running, there a middle aged man wearing pink shirt and red shorts was running in front of me. i was kinda wondering if he's a gay or wat.. cos the way he was running like an enunch running..u noe the broken wrist. i tried to overtake him cos if i continued to run behind him, i tink my hair erector muscles(aka goosebumps) will start to be hyperactive. but anyway i cant win him la..he's too fast.. whahaha

today:

i wokeup at 9am today cos yesterday i didnt sleep well.. partly because i cant breathe properly..today i ate bao for breakfast- dao sa bao and char siew bao.. hahaha.. the baos sold in the market is not nice at all.. the bao is too thick and the fillings is so little... i prefer the once sold at my hse downstairs..its so many times nicer.. ok la..i'm writing crap now cos i duno what to type.

after eating the roti jala in school, i decided to learn how to make it..anyway i have the recipe..haha..oops.. tink better stop now otherwise i'm toking rubbish.

got to go and eat my dinner with my family now, cya!

Friday, April 14, 2006 || 10:20 PM

jus got back home from my grandma's hse.

yesterday, we accompanied jeannette to the cck polyclinic. we actually intend to wait for jeannette so tt we can go to orchard together to buy soo huey's present. but eventually, we went to mac instead and chit-chat until 4plus. it has been a long time for me to chat .. the last time was with my dearest fren patricia on the phone.. we talked for for like 2hrs? cos we really didnt see each other for a very long time.. the last time was when we collected our results.. oh ya, tanglinians, please collect ur o lvl cert from 17/4 to 30/4 from school.

today, i went out with biwei, jeannette, gabriel, alec, shawn, ivan yeow and poh yee to buy soo huey's present.. supposedly it was a class outing organised by alec..but somehow.. it was so successful.. but it's alright, its still fun, those who didnt go is their misfortune.oops. XP
gabriel jeannette and i arrived 1st. so we went to cineleisure 1st to grab a bite since gab was quite hungry and meanwhile we can wait for the rest to come. when we wana go back to heeren, we realised tt the rain was preety heavy. we got no choice but to wait for the rain to stop. so we went to cafe cartel and ate ie-cream. we took a long time to decide what to eat and ivan was like taking lotsa bread from cafe cartel since the bread can fill our stomach. haha.. but its nice even its plain =)
the 4 of them ordered the cookies and cream ice cream..which looks so yummy and the remainin4 of us were eating a scoop of strawberry ice-cream treated by alec.. cos yesterday alec and i were challenging each other to see who's PSLE score is the lowest.. eventually i won,.. haha.. i gotten 212 whereas he gotten a 217. tt time i was kinda admiring the ice-cream they were eating.. cos its so huge la.. but nvm la, its the thought that counts.. haha. the ice-cream was only shared by me and alec anyway..so i get to eat more =p.
we went to heeren to take a look at the bags and wallets..but somewhat, none seems nice and perfect for soo huey.. eventually, we bought something from converse for soo huey. i hope she likes it. =) then we took some neoprints.. our photos rocks la.. haha..1st time took neoprints with 06S11 ppl.. the last time i took neoprints was last yr feb. pretty long eh? if u wana see our neoprints, u can visit jeannette's blog http://catcher_angelz.blogspot.com

finally we went to far east plaza to get ivan's stuffs. we walked aimlessly and finally we settled down at a majong shop-they used majong tiles instead of those numbers.. its so cool la.. i'm going to master the art of majong soon from my relatives =). most of us ordered hot dog buns after biwei ordered hers.. ivan yeo purchased hot dog and mashed potato from the neighbouring shop and it looks damn tasty.. i'm going to try next time too.. oh ya, they had fried mars bar too.. sounds interesting. beside the shop is the ya kun kaya bread shop.. it actually reminds me of my uncle.. once we sat there together with my cousins eating kaya toast.. actually everywhere i go brings memories of him.. cos he's the one who always bring me out..not my dad..such an irony. he was the one who taught me how to swim, how to cycle(but i gave up halfway) and taught me how to cook.
anyway, ard 5 plus everyone left since there's nothing much to do in orchard. ivan and i took bus 105 and went home.


i'm going to rest now.. tmr gotta accompany my cousin for morning run...cos she wana Jian Fei "-_-

Thursday, April 13, 2006 || 10:12 PM

it seems like a long time tt i didnt blog.. ok i shall start now.

yesterday was my 1st time singing alone for alto section.. it was a experience to me as i nev had a chance to use the mike to project my voice. during the 1st song, i was already positioned at the front row.. i was already freaking out la.. cos i was pretty near the condnesed mike.. was completely stoned.. i can hardly move and my hands were dumb. thankg god, that time the weather was not in our favour..or else i got to stand on the stage and i probably will faint.

when it was my turn, i was a little scared.. i scare i will go off tune and sing to the sop part.. the conductress was asking us to move a little so that we dun looked dead and still .. i think among the 5 singers, i moved the most.. the rest are still stand near the mike singing..i was like.. arent we supposed to move? after singing my piece, i finally can take a deep breath, phew.

this feeling is not as bad as the time wheni was performing at NUS... that time my feet were numb..either i was really freaked out or my heels were killing me.

today i was really tired..i'm tired everyday. always trying not to doze off during tutorials.. but sometimes i cant stand it..

okie..thats all folks.. i'm stoppin now. ya, i'm exhausted.

Saturday, April 08, 2006 || 4:53 PM

if u guys have some time free, go and read today's newspaper, the saturday section. it features the special report on: before i go.

in the report, it mentioned abt how the hospice works, the patients, the hospice bills and everything.. but tts not the point. if u managed to read some articles about it, you will realise the patients in there are watin to die. it seems scary eh? knowing that you are going to die soon may be the last thing you want to know.

although the patients knew that they are going to die, they are taking easy on their death. especially those elderly patients, they prefer to let go when the time is up. they do not want to suffer in pain with those needles pokig through their body. they do not want their family members to keep worrying about them. they just want to die peacefully.

on page S6, there's an article on 'DYING YOUNG' . when i was readin the paragraphs, tears flow out of my eyes. this man may not be related to me, but if you were in my shoes, i believed you will hav the same sentiments as me. this young man aged 24 was diagnosed with a rare disease, he could no longer be as active as he used to be and he cant taste yummy stuffs as he has to be fed through the feeding tube. his mother was deeply hurt when she knew about her son's condition. he told his mother that,' mum,its ok to let go. i am ready to go to god's house. i jus dont want anymore pain'. he is such a brave soul. he is able to take death in a easy manner. i dont tink young people like us would bear to let ourselves go when the time is riped.

after the death of my uncle, i had a different perspective about death. in the past, i was kinda fear death. imagine youself lying in a coffin and your beloved ones are calling for you and yet u cant respond to them. then few days later, you are sent to be buried or cremated. after that, you dun even noe where to go. you dun even know if heaven or hell really exists. but right now, i tink just leave it up to fate. if the time is up, i will jus look for my uncle and join him. but then i tink when the time i died, my whole family is up there. so i won be lonely anyways =).

frankly speaking, i still missed my uncle very much. i thought i can take it easy. in actual fact i cant. sometimes i jus cry during lessons, but no one would notice cos i jus hold my tears back..sometimes when i couldnt stop it, i jus take a tissue and wiped it off. it's not tt i keep thinkin of him.. jus that sometimes the teachers or friends would say some stuffs which reminds me of my uncle.

ok. gtg now. i haven redo my PW yet!

Friday, April 07, 2006 || 10:00 PM

blogging time.

recently i'm too busy to blog because of PW. freaking PW. i didnt get a ME for my PW's grade la. all were AE-approaching expectation. and the teacher claimed tt i have good idea. my foot. she gave me such a low grade. oh well. gotta do it in a better way then.

anyway today, nothing much la.. jus tt i'm released at 12.30pm and waited until 4pm for choir to start. i waited for choir for such a long time.. wait until can sleep ah. until 4.20pm, when i couldnt take it any longer, i called my SL and asked her where she is. she didnt answer the hp... i was like calling out for her many times la..JOANNA can vouch for me. i put JOANNA'S name in capital letters because she complained tt i didnt mention her name in one of the previous post.

finally jane picked my call and i went to MPR4 for sectionals. i was the only J1 who went for sectional cos i had to perform during the lunch concert.. seems weird la.. cos the rest were J2s.. allwere fully experienced and if i made any mistake, the SL would noe it immediately.during the practice on the song, singapore melody, iwas the only mezo in the alto secton. not tt i made alot of mistakes on my part.. jus tt it seems weird to jus hear my voice. imagine u r singing in the empty room,.. hearing ur own voice echoing back.. funny rit? but the practice is alright la... my SL manage to make me sing perfection. thanks alot jane =).

until 6.30pm, it was time to sing in groups i was so anxious and nervous about singing the solo parts of alto. i scared my voice will go off-key and i have the tendency to 'fly' to the sop part to sing. my hands were cold and i kept tapping my foot to remind myself consistently which part to sing. my alto seniors were helping me like mad la.. afraid tt i would sing the sop part during the performance. when its my turn to sing the song, the alto seniors were cheering for me, giving me encouragement.. so touching la. thanks alot seniors!

my group consist of 2 sops, me the only alto, 1 tenor and 1 bass. why cant jus get one more person to sing with me? joanna wanted to take part as an alto so badly la..cos she's a sop rite now.. i noe she misses alto section very much. she wants to be part of alto again. for once. the grils in my gp are J1s and the guys are the J2.. we were like..kinda pressurised by them.. they dun looked scary..haha.. we will sing soft suddenly during practice..after tt when they go to other sections, we laughed loudly to release 'stress'.. haha.. we left the school at ard 8pm...so late la..ate my dinner at 9.15pm.

ok, after today, i begin to love choir even more. choir rocks! =)

Saturday, April 01, 2006 || 5:44 PM

back!

ok, gotta time myself again: 11 mins.. so tt it 6pm =).

anyway, yesterday cindy and sock ping went back to pj! 06S21 reunited once more! but it is not any gathering or watsoever.. jus meet us and only we 3 ate in the canteen.. i jus accompany them to look for teachers. then i accompanied them until 2pm and they me left me, alone =(. then i went to look for my choir senior. really missed them alot la..cos they r my buddies during PAE.. we always walked together..i remember i always help cindy doing some class stuffs..haha

yup i'm back to byron! thank god. upon the upcoming sc election.. so far only our daring arzi signed up the form. jia you arzi!you will definitely take my vote!what about the rest? i think nobody is running for sc..wahaha.. perhaps too stress and none wouldnt want to give up their current CCA. as for me, i think i cant balance my studies with sc.. heard tt sc is really time-consuming..tts wat my senior said..besides i'm content with my choir currently =).. its also a form of serving the school.. to perfom for everyone =)

lotsa hw to be done. fullstop. its 6.02pm..exceed my time limit..nvm

oh take note for byron ogls, if u wan some orientation fotos, pls get it from me..i only hav 2nd and 3rd day of o2 fotos.