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ok, i'm going to type my entry within 10mins. i'm going to do my tutorials at 11pm!

i'm glad that i'm still in Alto 1! hooray..thank god my voice isnt tt high until i can fly to Sop2. hehe.. my 2 alot mates hav gone to sop2.. so sad la.. one of them is my gd buddy.. both of us are vunta mates. she set up this MOFC thingy.. and she's the only member there..wahaha.. i cant say wat does MOFC means. =p Altos rocks forever.

anyway this morning when i heard from silvia that all the ogls in our class hav changed their houses, i was shocked. i thought that all ogls are permanmently in thier respective houses? hmm..now me in Polo..haiz.. so sad la.. i wan to change back! which ogl doesnt want to return to their own houses? its kinda hard for me to pledge my loyalty to other houses.. initialy it was hard for me to accept tt i'm in byron when during the PAE i was in OWENS. anyway hope that the school will changed us back.. or else i will gather all the byron ogls and protest! =p

nowadays in class i seemed to be ultra quiet.. mr eddie koh said that.. he said i didnt participate much during GP lesson. i slept so late everyday tt i hardly hav a good sleep. someitmes will fall asleep during lectures..keep yawning and yawning.. *yawn

okie tokie, gotta stop..its already10 mins!




- trivor.vunta.og3.06s21.byron.OG1.choir.clementi gang.alto1.06s11.breakfast club. =)

back to normal life... my uncle would definitely want me to concentrate on my studies..

teng and i realised tt the 1st 3 months in PJC was kinda relaxing. why do i say that? cos i didnt really study at that time. and all the time was fun. sometimes when i was in a daze, i was thinking if i hav made the rite decision or not.. i somewhat felt tired about the current JC system.. i'm afraid that i cant cope with my studies.. when u missed a day, u missed lotsa stuffs that were gone through during lectures.. PAE lied to us la.. sometimes i wonder if i should go to the poly route now.. but, i have decided my choice during JAE.. i cant turn back now..its too late.. rite now jus focus and focus!

though O2 is like a fews weeks ago.. i missed byron! last time we will always talk to each other..but rite now, it seems like everyone are strangers.. jus a greeting and off we go. even if we wana chat, it seems inappropriate...cos everyone's rushing for time, everyone's busy..

i also missed 06S21! we used to be so united..always had many outings together that made us bond so well.. missed cindy..haha..didnt c her for the last bbq outing.. haha.. proud to be part of 06s21 family!

choir too! though i 'm always very tired after the nus choir practice.. i missed the fun times we had together alots! 2 alto member left us and went to sop now..so sad la. tmr is the audition.. hopefully i will remained in altos section =).

ok.. as for trivor.. trivor rocks! vunta wil having a og outing soon.. heard from my ogl.. shld be quite fun.cant wait forthe outing.. miss everyone there! OG1!! ok la..not really..wahaha.. i'm such a bad ogl. at least they still greet everytime they walked past me..hopefully if there's a byron outing, i will asked them back..otherwise i will organise another og outing..

ok, goin off now, goign back to my table to do maths qns."-_-

finally everything is done.. everyone finally stop tearing.. we hav decided to re-entrer the world of happiness =). after days of crying and crying..i will used this strength to focus on my studies instead..gosh, i realised tt i missed lotsa stuffs when i didnt come jus for a day!

i hope you can continue to read the next few paras though its extremely long..i would like to give my uncle some recognition.

my uncle reminded me once: i am the 1st person in the family to take up the JC route and therefore i must excel well in my A lvls so tt the next batch might no longer be afraid of taking the jc route.. most of my cousins chose the poly education.. i hav a cousin who scored a L1R5 of 9 and yet she chose the poly route..no one dares to venture into the life of JC. i hope tt i will not let him down and get gd grades for my a lvls.

the last dessert i hav ever cooked for the whole family is tangyuan..on the 18/3. at least he managed to ate something tt i've made. on the 19/3 was my cousin's birthday. he brought his family to eat outside and brought a cake from secret recipe to celebrate my cousin's 13th birthday. i took the photos of his family. i joked with him y he didnt smile to the camera... finally he gave a wide smile.

21/3, the family re-cooked the leftovers tt we ate on 20/3. these dshes were the last meal my uncle cooked for us. all of us ate it slowly.. tryin to remember how the food tasted..trying to recall how he spent his mornings cooking for us.. all of a sudden, i felt of sense of regret. i regretted that i didnt ate his fried rice jus becos there's egg in my rice..i also regretted that i didnt ate the dishes he prepared for steamboat during my aunt's birthday.. how foolish i am..i began to cry..

i tried to buy all of his favourite food..roasted chestnut, coffee, rojak, mee rebus, pineapple, chiku.. searching for rambutan.. but wats the use? he's gone...i regretted not buying these stuff for him when he's still ard. i felt hurt tt he left suddenly... i could no longer repay him..but i will repay him by taking gd care of my cousins and ah ma..and also make sure tt my cousin prepares well for her o lvls..

my uncle is like a fatherly figure to me.. he did things for me that my father is supposed to do.. like taking me out, gave me advice and protect me from any unwanted danger.. Thank You so much tua ku.

i wana tell my uncle: u are always in my heart and memory forever..everyone misses you deeply.

what i hope to spread the msg is: do appreciate everyone surrondin u.. simple words like 'thank you' or 'i love you' can brighten up someone's day.

recently i do not have much time to blog.. due to family matters.. i guessed after everything is settled, i will blog again.. today i decided to blog cos i hav the urge to write it out.. i'm not those who can express my feelings well..i prefer to write my feelings out..

it's simply this: cherish those who are with you..no matter what they did tt make u go bersek.. because if they are gone..they will be gone forever.. and they will never return no matter how much u missed them. u will regret it if u didnt treat tt person well when he/she was around.

if u happen to see some yummy stuffs tt are ur mum or dad or ur sibling's fav, buy for them. if they give some advice tt is unpleasant to your ears, reflect on it to see if this pece of advice is really illogical. sometimes, give each family member some comfort by hugging them and tell them that u loved them very much. sometimes such minor details can make a difference; such insignificant things shows how much u cared for them. dont u agree?

remember this: cherish every single person u noe.. your family..even ur frens too.. because they will make an impact in ur life.

yesterday had a class bbq.. it was damn fun!

in the morning i went for phy lecture with my fren.. initially dun feel like going cos i was really tired the day before.. but i cant remember anything abt phy..perhaps going for the lecture would make me recall some theories..so jus go loh..

the lecture was really boring..i kept yawning continuously.. wenjie was sleeping loh..haha..bi wei and jeannette had to go out out the LT3 to take a walk.. as for me, i stayed n and tried to keep myself awake.. but i cant.. i did rest my eyes for a while.. something funny happened tt time.. jeannette accidentally dropped her pencil twice and the guy in front of her gotta picked it up for her..then wenjie dropped his file while picking up my ruler for me.. the guy hav no choice but to pick the file for wenjie..so funny loh..we keep picking up for each other..nevertheless, must thanked the guy for picking the stuffs up for us though he seemed a little pissed off.

after the lecture, i left the school immediately and looked for sock ping..cos she's waiting for me at clementi for a long time.. then she waited for me to change into my home clothes and we went to jean's hse. when we entered her room, we realised tt everyone was sleeping! haha..everyone seemed tired la.. alec and silvia were sleeping together! we wana captured this 'special' monent.. so yi han, me and sock ping planned it well so tt its 100% successfully captured.. meanwhile we played card games and some finger guessing game..this alec tink no childhod or wat... play the 5-10-15-20 game(i duno call wat la) can come out with the number 11.. it so funny la.. the ji-ko-ba game can hav pom word too la..no such thing exist in the game loh.. the enitre scene was very funny la..everyone was laughing non-stop..

in the late afternoon, the class decided to cook bee hoon for everyone... yong jie is the main chef while the tays(aka me and yi han =p) were his personal assistant..i in-charge of slicing the caroot and cabbage whie, yi han in charge of cooking the bee hoon.. the main chef simply gave the instructions. it was hard to cook the bee hoon cos onion nor garlic was allowed! how to cookrite? so oil, pepper, salt, sesame oil plus lotsa WATER so tt the bee hon wouldnt stick together..overall..it was TASTY.. haha.. not sure abt tt.

until 6 plus, we gotta 'start the fire' ..haha..adapted from germaine =p. then we jus kept bbqing all the food la..until everyone stopped eating.. theres 2 swing a=near the bbq pit..and everyone was playing it.. its was so fun loh.. i nev played the swing for 4 or 5 years loh.. deprived of chilhood XD. its was quite fun la.. meanwhile, ivan yeow was playing the guitar..then we sang along.. simple but yet very meaningful..

in short, 06S21 ROX! =)

this morning i went to joanne's hse to visit her... haha..cos so long never visit her and we actually wana eat breakfast together..but ended up, we didnt go la..around 12 noon, i went to her hse with bags of food- 1 packet of fish soup, 2 buns and 1 cake i bought for her. then we kept chatting all the way until it was the time for me to go and meet my og at jurongpoint. really missed the times when we can really sit down and have a chat..haiz..

i rushed to jurongpt..cos i tot i was late..i left my frens hse at 1.30 and reached the mrt at 1.40pm.. but actually i was jus late for like 3 mins loh..when i met them, i realised tt not all og members were there..kinda shocked la..i expected to hav at least 10..it was kinda bad la..but i really appreciate those who went.. at least they made aneffort some time with the og.. they didnt disappoint me after all =).. esp jonathan.. he is the only guy who go..the rest are gals..haha.

we settled our lunch at Bentobox..then we keep taking photos there.. we purposely wanted jonathan to sit in the centre and we gals will sit beside him..so tt he looks more 'special'.. haa..imagine..a guy surronded by gals..he shld feel honoured rite? haha.. then when we were takin fotos, he seem kinda embarrassed.. he jus keep laughing..haha! we managed to find our og1 identity! its a hp keychain.. og members, pls pay me $1 ! haha..


after tt winnie and xiu li left..then rest watched V for Vendatta. its quite ok la..perhaps 3.5 upon 5. i dun really understand y its NC16..it dun look gruesome to me..its not really bloody as compared to fearless and house of wax...the blood looks extremely fake loh..in the slow motion.. u can c its like ribenna syrup loh..the date movie is nicer..haha..another NC16 movie.. its simply hilarious but its freaking pervertic..i cant imagine guys watching it.. its too.... for them to watch ..haha..

OG1 thanks for ur accompany today! u guys rox!

Just got back from my grandma's hse.. i was helping my cousin to decide wat birthday cake she's going to order..

anyway, today i went out for my Byron Ogl outing...go and play pool loh..which i sux at it.. i only played once with my PAE classmates..tt time, all my classmates were giving in to me, guiding me how to play pool.. how to aim properly.. but really sorry 06s21! i didnt apply the skills tt u guys taught me! somewhat the balls didnt listen to me today.. haha.. but its alright, i had another training today with the ogls..haha..

ard 1.15pm, i meet one of my byron mate, yoke hwee at clementi mrt station.. cos he went to school to collect his cert for some poly enrolment. when i had to change mrt from jurong east, i saw audrey my sec sch fren.. and she assumed immediately tt he's my bf..omg.. haha.. i dun hav such bad taste ok =p.

then we waited for the rest to come..ended up only 8 can make it..the rest last minute had some activites..sad loh. we went to one particular indian coffee shop.. they sell those interesting drinks.. like milo dinosaur, milo gorzila..whatever la..i jus ordered milo milk shake.. its sounds more normal..haha.. but i heard from my frens to tasted tt dinosaur drink tt it's quite nice to drink..a thick flavouring of milo..cos they many lotsa milo powder on the drink..so u can imagine it. =) next time i want to come back and eat roti prata!

after the pool session, we headed to mac and ate ice-cream..i was feeling so cold while eating the ice-cream loh.. meanwhile, we kept taking photos..as if we didnt take fotos in our lifetime b4.. when we get out of macs, we continued to take photos... i simply love taking photos! =p.

tmr is my OG outing! hopefully, they dun give me the sian look again..and stop saboing me!


the drinks we ordered



adapted from Byron's cheer: Byron's got the sexy legs and we wil win the game!



me and Fabian-my dance partner! he's 180++cm and i'm 160cm only loh



Sui Chang and i promoting Fan-tastic




Byron OGLs!

jus now around 4.30pm, i had a long chat with patricia my gd fren in my secondary school.. its feels so comfortable after talking to her..cos i didnt see her for a long time..especially her dear kiwi! haha..cos i'm quite busy.. cant spare sometime to accompany my sec sec frens.. haiz..this 1 week holiday seems packed for me.lotsa outings.haha..around noon, i called joanne, my dear fren too.. cos since today i'm free in the late afternoon, i wana visit her to see how is she now.. but she's working..perhaps a breakfast on thursday? =)

aiya..duno wat to write now..cos today nothing much.. let me think..hmmm...oh ya, the banana chocolate cake from sweet secrets is yummy! it has a generous layer of chocolate on the cake! the bananas extremely packed in the cake. YummY. =p i needa buy one for myself soon... erm..wat else to write? ok..erm..i missed crystal jade food!

ok la, tts it. thats all folks! =p

finally orientation 2 is over! phew..the orientation has really wear me out..so tired that i can fall asleep at anywhere..but it can made me super super enthu and freaking high! but seriously, i missed orientation.. sometimes i dread the next day.. sometimes i hoped tt the o2 can be over soon so tt i can hav a decent break...perhaps i'm too complacent. but seriously, i tink that it really broaden my experience..actually, being an OGL doesnt look fun..its extremely tiring..u needa lead the rest, u really hoped ur mates can be responsive.. u must make sure no one is left behind, no one is sick..etc..alot of stuffs to do. it wasnt as easy as it seemed.

everyday, i gotta wake up early at 5.30am just to go to school at 6.55 to listen for briefing..at the end of the orientation, everyone gets to leave early while the o2 com and ogls gotta stayed back for debrief and kena scoldings from seniors. at 7.30 we gotta stationed ourselves to make sure tt the J1s knew where they are sitting. the worst thing is, my OG is not as cooperative as i expect and they simply love to sabo me. tts bad ok!

but i tink my OG is generally alright..at least they talked to each other..they can communicate well and they would rather spent thier break having OG time..so touching eh? jus now during campfire i jus compliment them and tell them tt i love all of them.. i jus want to give them a much more memorable o2 instead of me shouting all the time. cos i keep shouting and screaming x100..non-stop.. haha..bad throat as a consequence.

today during the house meeting, i realised i hav 2 missed calls from silvia.. immediately, i called silvia back and realised tt i did something wrong. i quickly rushed back and apologised to the o2 member, hoping tt this would salvage the situation.. however, i was wrong.. she didnt reprimand me.. she jus tell me tt they will deduct some pts..jus simply 1 or 2.. i began crying..suddenly.. overwhelmed of emotions. 1st tear i ever shed for byron.. in pjc..haha..she began consolling me..but i cried non-stop..i simply couldnt control myself.. i was afraid tt byron would blame me..

i felt extremely guilty and apologetic..when i managed to stop crying.. i went back to LT3..hopefully i would be able to explain to my house i/c .. but i cant.. i started to cry again. michelle didnt blame me at all.. i was really touched.. i feel so bad abt it. i rushed back to the toilet to freshen myself up..becos i cant possibly cried in the threatre.. i dun wan to let my OG see me... in such state.. afterall ogls hav to put a smiling smile even when they are freakin furious or depressed.

i got back from the toilet and this time i saw zur my hse i/c. she begin to console me..and as u expected, i cried again. this time not becos of the deduction of marks.. i duno why.. i jus keep crying..using more strength and tears to fight on.. maybe becos of the stress i faced..finally i released myself up by crying..i'm like a time-bomb.. i can burst anytime ..suddenly..with no clues shown at all. this time i cried using more energy..i couldnt take it any longer.. after crying for a long time, i finally recovered and get back to serious work.

i feel alot better after crying.. it feels really goood.. .the campfire jus ended with my cheers and screams..so cool! lotsa dances tt hyped me up..i love dancing! initially when i'm a dance instructor, i'm kinda sick of mass dance..my dance partner also think so. but today, i dun hate it..in fact, i love it even more..more than fun dance..haha..

ok, gtta sign off liao.. byron and orientation 2 simply rocks! =)

1 more day to orientation 2 =)

haha.. yes, i cant wait for this day to come! i think its preety fun..its shld be uh? hopefully, ppl in my OG are nice people.. they are friendly and enthu and most importantly, they gotta listen to me =). not in tt sense tt they must obey me, but they hav to listen to instructions so tt the orientation will run smoothly.. OG 01 rocks!

during the weekends, i spent my days entirely at Delia's hse,trying to rush everything thru. we were practising cheers, songs, dance steps and painting banners.. its really triring but u noe, its worth it =).

on saturday, i went to school at 8am jus to practice the mass dance loh..and all the dance demotrators were damn tired.. who can be enthu and danced like mad? only 1 and only 1 guy..SI KAI. freaking enthu O2 member.. gd for him loh. ard 9.15, fabian and i went to orchard to meet the rest.. u noe..taking the mrt ride was a torture process.. u noe y? the entire ride lasted almost an hour! and we were doing our pom-poms on the train.. and then when we reached orchard, we realised tt the rest hav left to delia's hse.. we regretted not taking the direct bus. anyway we proceeded to her hse and started doing our work. we 2 gotta teach our byron mates mass and fun dance cos they aint sure..especially Jing Yi and Kenneth... haha.. we kept dancing and dancing and cheering..so high..wooo!..i left her hse ard 10.30pm.

sunday, i met yoke hwee and zur at clementi mrt.. yh went to look for me in the mrt..which was kinda funny.. but he managed to find me la. i bought a mocha from 7-11..it's quite nice.. actually i bought it becos of chocolate marshmallows..they give free toppings.. but ended up ,its out of stock. wth.

ard 10.30 am we went to delia's hse and continued our stuffs.. oops, i cant write now, but i will update sooner..gtg now, cya!

i needa shout to the whole world that..

06S21 ROCKS!!!!!

we rocks.. we are so freaking cool man!.. haha... anyway, we pom school together as a class! this is nice! some unity in a bad way..haha.. but its cool! eat breakfast together at mac, knowing the posting results together, taking bus together, run from security and general offie together, eat tang yuan together..so fun rit?

but then sian nah.gotta go back to school at ard 3 jus for dance practice..oh well..

3 days to orientation 2!

ok..i jsu realised i haven blogged for a long long time..cos tt time i was pretty busy with xchoir practice...but now, i busy with the upcoming orientation2! stay back everyday jus for OGL meeting..ok, lets start with 26/1

26/1: its the actual day of my choir performance..finally our work has paid off. in the morning at 10am, we went for practice at NUS and at 1pm ,theres a last rehearsal..so all the gals are rushing like mad..because of our clothes and make=up.. then i was forced to pin up my fringe..it so ugly..like a china girl. yuck! initially, during the rehearsal..i wasnt anxious at all.. until the actual performance at 5.30pm, i was nervous and exited..my feet were totally dumb..perhaps becos i was wearing heels for a long time.. so when i walk..i feel like i was floating in the air..lol.. but anyway the perfomance was successful =).

29/1-30/1: OGL camp.. cant really remember the date..anyway..its really fun.. we bonded well together as a team.. some games aint fun..but generally, its a learning experience. i was picked as a dance instructor "-_-. its seems weird loh..cos i cant really dance..the last i dance was sec2..when i was in contemp dance. i didnt agree at 1st..but my byron members gave me some peer pressure..well.. i agreed loh.

today: only 4 from O6S21 came to school..including me.. so pathetic..i was kinda sad tt they didnt come..cos it's like the last day.. really miss the atmosphere.. but its ok.. cos after school i met them for lunch. so during the lessons, our CT treated us drinks.. so sweet =)..she's really understanding..i want her to be my GP teacher again! after tt i went back for byron meeting.. and we spent 4 hrs doing banner and pom-poms. it seems like i'm seeing all my byron ppl everyday..haha..but nvm..fun ma =)

tmr: my class is meeting each other at 7.15am at cck mrt station. the 2nd last gathering for 06S21... haiz.. we delibrately skipped a few lectures so tt we can check our posting results..hopefully i' still in PJ..

ok, signin off. update some other time.