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ask ujus back from NUS choir practice and OGL camp! i'm quite tired..but its super fun!

on friday, i went home immediately to take all my belongings for the OGL camp and managed to reach school at 2.10.. i cant really remember what are some activity we are playing..basically, its mainly ice breakers and some games tt we will be teaching our future OG. some examples are like blow wind blow, human chain..etc..

i'm belongs to BYRON(hopefully i spelled correctly)! this house rocks! actually, i dun really want to be in this house because i prefer owens to byron.. i'm currently in owens u see. but after knowing all the O2 and OGLs in my house, i slowly love byron! haha.. our house is fun...so those OG under us are lucky! anyway.. my house teachers are super hyoer and cute! mr lum, he do those cheers tt normally teachers wont do because its kinda embarrassing..he said we must be 'shameless' to beat other houses.. haha..he said the OGLS are shameless enuf to lead the entire house. lolx.

during the camp, we all tried to bond together as fast as possible. during the camp,we tried to make new motto, new mascot, banner, perofmances and most importantly, CHEERS! thorugh the camp, i was quite hyped up la..who wont be hyped up there must be a ...corpse? and because i was too enthu in the camp, the o2 member asked me to be a demostrator for mass dance.. i was kinda shocked because i dun danced well and i keep forgetting the dance steps.. i need my partner for guidence. i initially disagree but under peer pressure..well, i agree loh.. for the glory for byron! =p

during the night it was hard for me to sleep..although my back was cushioned by the sleeping bag, i can still feel the dummy concrete floor..it's killing my spinal cord and pelvis. but nvm.. the worst tt happened to me during camp was tt i slipped in my cubicle..blame on the soap.. my butt tt time hurt alot k.. anyway, i can hardly sleep.. guess i slept for 1hr? i was wating for the time to pass by slowly..

the next morning after breakfast, we had a little morning exericse... its was kinda lame but seriously, it's fun. but some of my frens are injured..haha. during all the games..i kept skcreaming..dun why leh..i loved screaming..i cant stop myself from not screaming..its so fun.. but seems like i'm the only enthu person..but no worries, jasmine is my partner-in-crime and i will train my members to scream!

sadly, i got to leave 30 mins earlier for my choir practice. when we reached NUS, we went to the drsssing rm.. its freaking cool and stunning..lotsa lights and mirrors.. u always seen it on tv those type of dressing rms whereby there's bulbs surronding the mirror..extremely cool. my choir mates began to get high up and danced fun dance in the rm and keep taking fotos like mad. my choir seniors was shocked tt we are hyped up.

the chinses was very generous.. they invited us to eat snakcs with them.. we seems a little too greedy..keep eating non-stop.. but no choice ma.. we are so hungry! breakfast a slice of bread and lunch a slice of pizza..so understandable la..

ok, tmr the acutal perfomance..wish me luck!

I have choir practice almost every single day..sick of looking at my seniors.. haha.. i'm jus talking nonsense..they are nice people =). yesterday, we realised that the venue is back to the UCC.. so the entire choir walked through a shortcut-- to the NUS hostel. it was kinda awkward and funny bacause every student was wondering why are there so many people walking passed and secondly, the signboard mentioned ' no trespassing', or else we will be'handled to the police'. but who cares? anyway the hostel environment seems fun..i hav glanced through a room..ohmigod, it was terribly messy..i bet that rm belongs to a guy..=p

today, i was very exhausted..i dun hav the mood to listen to lectures or even lift a pen.. i can hardly response to my frens..perhaps the choir practice makes me real tired. today duirng the sectionals, i slept for a while..i slept on the stairs tt leads to the stage.. the centre stairs there.. it acts as my bed..my bag shall be my pillow and there u are, a bed =). not only i'm tired..every altos are tired..everybody hav different ways to sleep..i shld hav taken a foto of everyone.. it will be a art piece =p.

horray! OGL training tmr!.. but then..ard 4.30, i'm leaving the school..yes, going to NUS for practice "-_-. god bless me.

there will be no poem today as i mentioned in my previous post... on tt day, i didnt hav sufficient inspiration to write out one.. once i get tt mood again, i will write one again =). but i will add one poem in my etc column which was written on 7/2.

18/2
10.15: I meet my choir mates at jurongpt to watch 'i not stupid too'. initially, i didnt want to watch cos i dun really support local movies., but after hearing from everyone that it's really a nice movie, i agreed to watch with my frens.
indeed the movie was very touching.. there's a mixture of humour and sadness.. seriously, u can cry alot in the movie threatre. u can hear everyone clearing their mucus out of their nose.. haha, basically, everyone is crying..it's too touching!
therefore, for those who havent watch yet, go and watch it! you will nev regret spending ur money on this movie.

1.30: we waited for taxi at the taxi stand. there were many taxis.. but there were many passengers wating for taxis! we had no choice but to book a cab fast to reach NUS on time.

2.00: we managed to reach NUS on time. phew.. while waiting for Ms Ong to come, we did some breathing exercise. at 3pm, the conductress finally came and we practice the scores a few more times.

4.00: we collaborated with the chinese orchestra from NUS to make the music piece complete. we began to sing as loud as we can..cos the instruments were super loud..so we got to blast our voice to be the main lead in the music piece.. thank god the altos =) were the loudest in the choir..so everyone can hear us. i like the yangqin and chelo in the orchestra.. wished tt i can played it too..

finally at 6pm, we are allowed to go home.. this day was really exhausting.. but the following week will be even more tired.. more choir practice and OGL training.. wonder if i hav some time for myself.. i guess no..

a sense of insecurity

a pail of frustration

pockets of disadvantages

fragile piece of polymer

bits and pieces of freedom

desolated land- unknown and mysterious

dried ice doing all tricks- confused and blurred images


after discovered something..
i hava sudden urge to write a poem..haha..hav inspiration now and i need a piece of paper and pen right away.. definitely i will post it up here someday...=)

i'm back! =)

today's really sleepy..i have no energy left today. during the GP lesson, i almost sleep..usually i wouldnt sleep during GP lessons because i think that it is fun and interesting..i love discussions and presentations.

anyway i played soccer.. ya, SOCCER. you got to run like mad just to chase a ball.. but playing soccer with my class guys is still alright...because they will always give way to u..because u are a girl. they wouldnt dare to touch u..haha.. so my group used me a their triumph card..haha.. cos the rest are guys..or rather, 2 guys only. my fren.. the only person who plays soccer always let me score a goal..so sweet of him.. he helped me in many ways.haha.. whereas for the other guy..eee.. he cant play at all.. a bowling guy..

he's so bloody irritating today, asked me to defend the goalpost when i'm like a complete idiot on soccer. he started singing birthday song when i told him several times tt its aint my birthday today..and some of my classmates tot its my 17th birthday.. he's so crazy..finally, i cant stand it, i shouted at him. he likes to walk behind my back and disturb him. you see, how irritating can he be...and wats more, he's staying in PJ! bad luck for me =(

i dare to write this part because none of my PJ frens knew my blog.. i wana make it slightly private.. i wana write out more of my feeling this time.. but even if my peers saw this post, they would support my stand tt he's an idiot.

i'm selected for OGL! hooray! OGL means orientation group leader btw..

ok, enuf of my nonsense..

this morning at 9am, i just applied the application for JAE. hopefully, i can get back to PJ. =)

HAPPY VALENTINE'S TO EVERYONE! haha.. today i spent my valentine's day with my 2 buddies, jazreel and ghim siew --they are my pri school frens. ok, its kinda sad that today a few people gave me presents for valentine.. but nvm ,they are my best frens. its nice to spent this day with them as it is an international friendship day. ghim siew and i are returning to our respective JCs..as for jaz.. haiz..she's joining SP.

i enjoyed the time spent with them.. though jaz and i are in the same school , we hardly talk to each othe rdue to hectic schedules and different classes after all.. when we meet each other, we keep chatting with each other. we recently talked about GUYs.. haha... this matter derived from this matter: when we were pri6, we agreed and promised that we will remain single until 19.. we even signed on a piece of paper.. but i cant remember if there's a paper.. however, until sec3, my fren deicded to change it to 18 yrs old instead. ok this is how the story goes. we started to discuss about our 1st love in the future... we seemed to be innocent and naive about such stuffs..well, we didnt taste it b4..

ard 4.30, we went to a coffeeshop to eat our tangyuan.. and you know wat.. the stall is closed "-_-.. we walked long distance jus to get there. watever la.

today suppoed to be my JC class outing..but my dad forbid me to go.. cos i kept going out nowadays.. anyway i gotten a sore eye.. tts real bad..so i shldnt my germs to my peers. soon, i gonna missed my class.. they are too clever to stay in PJ.. left me..haiz..

time really flies. 2 days ago was the collection of o lvl results.. i must say i hate my results! its not my ideal results.. i was really disappointed with my grades.. when i got back my results, i was a little suprised.. i hav the sudden urge to look for my cousin.. my closest pal in tanglin currently. i went to look for her as she was jus sitting behind the hall..
i was smiling to her as i approached her..because i dun want others to see me in a disappointed look.. when i walked towards, i burst out in tears.. i felt so lost suddenly.. my cousin jus hugged me and consolled me..while her frens passed me a piece of tissue. teng was wondering why i cried though i gotten below 20.. it was because i didnt ecpect myself to fall tt great.. i didnt deprove la.. jus tt that i expect myself to get even better.

anyway, i stopped crying when i returned to my class.. after tt, i went to PJC for a mass bbq. its was really fun, i kept screaming and dancing. i simply love my school's fun dance!

in my class, i was one the most stupidest person.. i hav classmates who gotten 9, the rest mostly 12 or 13.. i feel inferior.. haiz..

ok, enuf of me..

GOOD LUCK EVERYONE!


CROSS OUR FINGERS* =)


ok, completely stressed out i guess..finally i hav gave some thoughts to o lvl results.. tmr after the collection of o lvl results, i will go to pj and hav my orientation bbq. hopefully tmr i can get many As..at least 3? ti gong bless me!

think on tues i watch fearless with my frens.. i dun find it nice.. perhaps its action-packed movies? i prefer those comedy or romance moives.. i would grade it like 3 out of 5 stars. frankly speaking, i duno why its NC16.. is it gruesome because Jet Li used his fist to twist the heart of his opponents and blood jus keep spurting out? i dun think its aint bloody seriously..

today i played soccer with my class during PE lessons.. ya, i'm one of the lousy players..hey, i didnt play soccer for 4 years! i dun understand the pleasure of kicking the ball on the muddy dirty field.. and like so many ppl are snatching the ball togther..real stupid loh.. in conclusion,

I HATE SOCCER!


stupid ball..



10 feb...this day is coming soon..but seriously, i dont feel nervous or excited..to me, jus take one step at a time.. i think i will feel preety anxious on the day itself..

after 10 feb, it means that i might not see some of my pj frens anymore..so sad..

everyday, my class would take photos..

to remember those happy times we had together..

to record any special incidents that happened to us..

so sweet rite?

i love my class.. i'm quite thankful tt i took geo as my h1 instead of bio..or else i wouldnt see all my wonderful peers..

ok, i gtg sign off now..
good luck everyone!

yesterday reached home at about 12am.

today at 12 noon, i went to jurong east to meet my JC fens for a CT gathering. surprisingly, only 11 ppl came..not even half of the class.really pathetic. i tot everyone would come as this might be our last gathering together.

we went to pizza hut and ate our lunch. the girls are not hungry so we ordered those side dishes to fill our stomach. after that we proceed to K pool. i am a complete idiot in playing pool. basically, this is my 1st time playing pool la. i need lotsa help and guidence in playing pool. my classmates especially my class manager cindy, were really patient enuf to teach me. thank u so much!

ok, heard from the ppl that its confirmed that we are taking our o lvl results on 10 feb, this friday!! good luck to everyone!

i'm quite glad that its on the 10 feb cos i havent make my decision yet. i still duno whether its a jc or poly route for me. oh, no, rather its pioneer jc or ngee ann poly-- which is suitable for me? i'm afraid to take the wrong way.. there's no turning back for me. i dun wan to repeat to waste my youth.

JC: i'm quite okay with GP and presentation. but i'm hate about jc is that i got to go home late every single day.. and i dun take pure physics and geography. therefore its rather hard for me to catch up. luckily i took A maths or else i have no other pure subjects. in PJC, i learnt to be more confident fo myself and i'm quite enthu ever since i entered PJ.. i feel that it has nutured me into a much better person. wat worries me is tt i cant handle the stress there.

Poly: super relaxing.. thats wat i like about it. i like to do projects and presentations..however, i'm afraid that i might slack..cos there's no one to guide u along.. and u gotta be indepent. besides thes pts, i'm scared that i chose the wrong course. i duno hows life in poly.. MOE shld hav allow us to experience diff types of lifestyle in polys and jcs.

perhaps i'm too indecisive. i gotta to make a wise choice fast!

in a dilemna..

Damn tired. seems like 'tired' keep appearing in my posts. ah, nvm.

seriously, today's really tired.. today during PJC, i got to run here and there like mad.. sometimes with the choir, sometimes with my class booth. thanks to those tanglinians to come and support PJC: mai, yunli, pat, joanne, yeh ching, kelvin, yong jun, yuting, seow hui and yi xuan! yunli and mai both win a mountain bike..but too bad they left early.. lolx...

i'm quite glad tt the councillors, teachers and vp are very supportive towards our class... they agreed to help us by dunking them into the water. vp is so supportive! i mean u can hardly see a vp joining the students rite? he's more like a teacher rather than a vice-principal. other than that, some teachers like mr dennis yeo and mr micheal kwok.. they helped us in many ways. PJ teachers are so sweet!

today i went to school early just to remind the teachers and councillors about their slots. meanwhile, we photocopied those posters n leaflets to be distributed. when the bell rang, i immediately gave each 05 classes a leaflet.. abit chaotic but it was worth it.

i think PJC loves dance.. when i heard the phrase mass dance, i feel so energetic suddenly.. i grabbed teng's hand and danced like mad.. i dun care my image or watever.. i jus stuffed my wallet into my pants although its heavy and it might pull my pants down. i danced several times.. i simply love fun dance. the visitors must be impressed by our dance steps =p.

the entire open hse ends at 7pm, after the mass dance. i was so tired..that i could hardly move..let alone moving my mouth to sing. but i struggled on and sing my last song and ended the entire concert.

PJ's open hse is simply too tired but 100% fun! think ard 7.15pm, i left my school..

haiz..6 feb is releasing of results.. gd luck to me!! =)