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Tuesday, December 28, 2004 || 1:25 PM

hihi everyone!! long time no blog.. think i didnt blog for 5 days?? cos my laptop have to be reformatted and i got to use my cousins' computor so tt i can still go online..propbably its hard for me to blog..maybe a wk later i will blog??

lets talk about 24/12.. this day is xmas eve and joanne's birthday. teng and i went to watch 'gongfu' and its so hilarious and lame! nice show! u will never regret watching the movie..so funny until u get tears flowing out(teng) and stomachache(me).. i would the grade the show as 5/5? its too perfect! after watching, we went to joanne's house.
tt time, yc, laura, bairong, and keith(her nephew) were there. so we started playing games and suddenly one guy came, god and joanne noes who is he. we all ignored him and continued to play till he interrupted. mind you, nobody likes( i'm sorry to say this out joanne) him. i shant continue further in case i made someone upset. Joanne's mum cooking skills are gd..haha.. and the cake is nice too.. =p.. at 6.30, teng and i went home.

25/12..well actually nothing much..just eat roasted turkey, grilled ribs and ham.. all the essential food for xmas. then celebrated xmas with my relatives..my family dun exactly celebrate xmas cos we r not christians. as for 26..i cant remember wat i have done and 27, jus rot at home..but i'm going on tml..

later going to meet joanne.. c ya! =)

Thursday, December 23, 2004 || 10:45 PM

2 days to xmas!
1 day to joanne's birthday!
8 days to school reopens.......(sian)


Tuesday, December 21, 2004 || 4:38 PM

21 dec-- going to my cousin's house
-- 4 days to christmas!!
-- 3 days to joanne's birthday!!

sunday, my family, my cousins and i went to junction 8 in bishan. a stall(push a cart type) selling hair band, pencilbox and clips. i spotted a pink pencilbox...very nice and soft.. u can sleep on it without worries..=) and some more its quite cheap..abt $5.90. however, i already bought a epncilbox!!! arghh!! too bad loh..eventually, my cousin bought it and i could only see it but not owning it..

after tt, we went to my another cousin's house(yes, i have many cousins..uncountable)for a gathering(sunday is always a family gathering) and its quite fun la actually..cos we havent seen them since....saturday..haha.. until 9 plus, we went home.

wonder if u have read the newspaper of home section? theres a lady who died of some tumour disease had faithfully type in her blog entry until the day she died.. its quite scary to know when u die.. but at least, u can make full use of everyday so as to fufill any wish.. if u wana read her blog is http://dyingis.blogspot.com
i haven read her blog..but i will check it out other days..

thats all folks! countains to christmas: 4 days to go.............



Saturday, December 18, 2004 || 5:35 PM

Artist: Simple Plan
Album: No Pads, No Helmets...Just Balls
Title: Perfect


Hey Dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according
To plan?
Do you think I’m wasting
My time doing things I
Wanna do?
But it hurts when you
Disapprove all along


And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can’t pretend that
I’m alright
And you can’t change me


‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect


I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be
My hero?
All the days
You spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don’t
Care anymore


And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good


Enough for you
I can’t stand another fight
And nothing’ alright


‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect


Nothing’s gonna change
The things that you said
Nothing’s gonna make this
Right again
Please don’t turn your back
I can’t believe it’s hard
Just to talk to you
But you don’t understand


‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect


‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect






Thursday, December 16, 2004 || 4:17 PM

from yesterday onwards, i cant go online in the night! cos my relatives have gone to malaysia so i got to go my grandma's house and take care of her.. i can go online at night unless i manage to get the internet password from them..my laptop super lag..duno wat stupid virus hit my laptop..

clay aiken's cd 'to christmas with love' is it sold in singapore? i think its quite nice so i wana buy as my own xmas present! i never hear the songs in diana degarmo's new album(blue skies)..but i wana hear and buy it!!

nowadays, it keep raining....raining....raining..like in my blog like tt..haha...aiya, damn sian..duno wat to write..anyhow talk crapz..

to sly fans: slyvester is on CLEO magazine..tts rite. CLEO magazine..and a month later(approx), u will be able to see him on advertisment..the advertisment is abt toothpaste i think.. and today NEWPAPER theres him! go read abt it! i dun bother to buy la..lazy..haha


Monday, December 13, 2004 || 3:56 PM

3 daes nv post liao..currently at joanne's house... i went to her house at abt 1pm until ?? duno..still ht her house doing homework and eating lAy's chips..haha..very nice to eat... and i keep drinking her packet drinks..like shui tong like tt..lolx

xmas is coming soon..yea!!! i think i'm going to have some activities held on tt day...=) santa claus is going to town..yeayeayea!!..cant wait for xmas!!



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Thursday, December 09, 2004 || 9:21 PM

yesterday, teng and i went to christina chan's house to do hw. i'm slightly afraid of her dog, basil when i entered her house cos he's too big!! now..not really la..i just need to assure myself that basil doesnt bite humans! at about 5pm, we left her house and went back home..

about 6.30pm, my cousins and i went to orchard to view the xmas decorations and also to shop. can't wait for xmas to come...not because i can receive presents but becos its quite fun celebrating..especially when u dun really celebrate everytime..i seldom celebrate as my family treat it as a public holi.


thats a big xmas tree..theres ppl carolling but u cant see it clearly..


some decos..

at there, u can see many people selling some torches that produce blue and red light and some xmas music out of it...they sell it at $2.. i didnt buy it cos the price the lower down when xmas is near the corner.. as i walked past a cafe, i realised tt many people are crowding outside it..so i went to take a look..a band are playing for the people whos drinking and eating in the cafe..i really admire them..they are just so cool and they sang well =)

thats all folks!


Sunday, December 05, 2004 || 9:17 PM

3 days never blog liao...yesterday i did something to my hair..haha..only a few noes..

i just emailed my ex-tutor...she was once my eng tutor and now, she's a mag editor of manga.. she so pro..so4 bu4 liao3..lolx...today nothing much...just stay at home cos' its sunday..sunday means family day..

yesterday, joanne and yeh ching told me abt joanne's prob..i'm quite worried for u, joanne... tt time i already say he's not right guy..but after seeing u and him are such a loving couple..i thought i was wrong..however..i was..aiya..i believe u will fight for woman's rights..i will support u all the way! =)


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Thursday, December 02, 2004 || 10:56 PM

slyvester! slyvester!!! i will support u no matter what happens... althought i'm sly's supporter, i think tt yesterday, taufik's performance was better than sly...he sang mrs jones and i dream was very soothing..but i jus hate his continuous blinking of his eyes and putting eye-liner to enlarge his eyes..yuck! sorry to those who are taufik's fans..i just cant stand him...

slyvester is trying to make the audience go 'high'... thats why he scream during the song, its my life. he was a good entertainer and i guess his mind was not thinking about the title of singapore idol..but i think tt choosing a chinese song was a bad choice.. yes, he sang tt song well, but he might loose the support from other races.

thats are friends for sang by the idols are nice! i enjoy listening to it...

Wednesday, December 01, 2004 || 3:18 PM

its raining in my blog!!! nice effect rite? u can touch the raindrops and it will drop down.. but somehow the raindrops in the tagboard could only drop by itself..go and try pointing the rain..

yesterday pat went to my house..we actually wanted to do hw together, end up matching up clothes and chatted till the time we meet joanne and yc..
i initially wanted to wear tight skirt type to look a more casual..then pat says the flared skirt looks better so i wear loh..joanne..don say until i like so formal..also above knee ma.. but also nice rite?

i find that pat wear until so elegant? ya..quite elegant..very sexy..=) Joanne...wat happened to ur hair?? so dead..but cute la (in the nerd way..i jus follow wat yc always say ah...)..lolx.. she wore too casual..like very kiddy like tt cos her shirt doesnt match her pink skirt but the skirt very nice.. yc leh..hmm...still ok la... not very casual like joanne..

when we were near the entrance, pat and i were anxious..cos everyone are wearing jeans!!! then we wore skirts..so paisah..so pat and i hold each other hands tightly and went to the convention centre... we r not being exaggerating k..

the perfomance is quite well-done...a little change in the script rite? i think the audience must have enjoyed the play.. mrs oei seems to have stolen all the credit from karen wong.. where is karen wong? she didnt mention her..only jane chng... it was she who direct the entire performance and yet, mrs oei didnt annouce her name...too bad loh..

at clementi, joanne and i accompanied pat for a while as she's alone at the interchange...its quite scary when no one's there and her house there very deserted..

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