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Tuesday, August 31, 2004 || 9:05 PM

today is my happiest day of my life (well, sort of). what do i meant by that? i went back to pei tong and found most of my pri school frens and i'm very delighted abt tt...
i know somebody refused to go back to pei tong but tt person can just tell me that he/she does not want to go one rite? need not avoid people from pei tong at all loh..

begining of my journey...
my friends: ka lam, alfred, vannessa, jasmine lye/lim, douglas, chun yie(duno how to spell), johnathan james/teo, jia hui, yc, zhang yao, kenneth, terence
(the rest didnt mention because they weren't around with us for a long period of time)
my teachers: ms chan, ms wong, mdm lim

i waited for yc outside the councillor room, while waiting, i received many phone calls from my frens asking me, 'where are you ah?' and made me busy. meanwhile, i started scolding somebody not on the phone but to myself which shocked Yunli :p.

then we were abt to reach pt, we saw johanthan james and were quite surprised abt it. to think that he still remembered us! we were only classmate for 1 yr and he still can call our names, so touched... we bid farewell and went to pt. we went to the staff room and saw ms chan and many other frens, so we begin to chat and take photos. then, we headed to the HOD room to look for mdm lim and she still can remembered my chinese full name!! aww...so touched...but something disappointing is, my form teacher, ms wong could not recalled most of our names..wah lau..so ungrateful..haha..forget it la, i dun want to greet her if i really meet her on the street.

when we were about to leave, ka lam came. i hug her...i think my action shocked all of my friends loh..because their expressions were funny...haha.. well, i miss her alot thats why my reaction is so crazy. after that, we see each other faces clearly and hug again, this time i cried. so emotional...i really never seen her for 3 yrs and contact each other through mails..hence, i looked exaggerated.

my class decided to eat together and went to jp. when we were going to the food court upstairs, alfred suggested watching 13 going on 30m and we went to watch except jas lye, terence, yc and vanessa..the tanglinians abandoned me... alfred so generous, go and treat us coke and popcorns. too bad he cant see this blog or else he will be too proud of himself.

after the movie, alfred and i went to search for ppl who did not watch the movie at toy'R'us. the whole gang rejoin and went shopping again, however, jas lye and terence went home midway. the rest of us went shopping and took photos. the passer-bys were looking at us, i think they thought that we are some gu-gus or country bumpkin perhaps? because we took too much photos thats why we attract some attention. at 5.30pm, we went home and the rest went for dinner..

its a long story but it's a enjoyable day... :p..i always feel happy going out with my pri school friends.

Sunday, August 29, 2004 || 10:24 PM

today saw one handsome guy in IMM..haha..

kelly and i went shopping at IMM, she went to daiso and bought a box meant for first-aid kit for her dance and me search for handy pouch in anywhere... i decided to go to Mini-toons to look for nicer pouch and things happened.

i already noitced that guy long ago in mini-toons because he was wearing a nice blue shirt and i did not take a glance. when i turned to another direction, he bumped into me and both of us said 'sorry' to each other. then, at this moment, i looked at his face, wah, so charming..

he has a gentleman look and wears an expensive specs..he is quite tall and ah...cant thing of anything to describe him liao...after that, i just went to look at hair bands.

after that, when i was looking at the handphone socks, i saw him again. then when i was looking at bags, i met him again! so coincidence! then he smiled a little to me like indicating hey, we meet again! that kind of expression then i smiled to him back la.

when i headed to the cashier, i saw him again..! haha...but then after he paid his stuffs, he left...and we never meet each other again...haiz..such a pity..maybe next time we will meet again..

Saturday, August 28, 2004 || 4:09 PM

never blog for 6 days...so damn bored. yesterday my ah ma discharged from hospital so tts great!
3 things i'm looking forward currently:
1. holidays
2. my primary school friends
3. my best friend, ka lam

jus now hiu ling, teng and i saw Mr Tan E W. he pointed at us,' you, you and you! never go home study' lolx...not everytime must study rite? or else i will go siao liao

below is the lyrics of my blog's song. you guys got to wait slowly for it to load because it consists of MTV too..


Artist: Jessica Simpson
Album: In This Skin
Title: Angels

I sit and wait does an angel contemplate and do they know the places
Where we go when we're grey and old
'cos I've been told that salvation lets their wings unfold
So when I'm lying in my bed thoughts running through my head
And i feel that love is dead I'm loving angels instead

[Chorus:]
And through it all she offers me protection a lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong and down the waterfall

Wherever it may take me I know that life won't break me
When I come she won't forsake me I'm loving angels instead

When I'm feeling weak and my pain walks down a on way street I look above
And I know I'll always be blessed with love and as the feeling grows
She breathes flesh to my bones and when love is dead
I'm loving angels instead

[Chorus]
[Repeat Chorus]


Monday, August 23, 2004 || 10:32 PM

10.35pm...i just came back from the hospital. it seemed inauspicious to go to the hospital at this month but your relative is there, so you got to go and send your regards rite? when i reached the hospital, it reminded me that i celebrated my birthday in a hospital..lolx...

just now, my cousins and i wanted to get out of the ward to take a bite at the canteen. so we took the staffs' lift and press button 3. when the lift open, we realised that we were on the wrong storey. so my big cousin said' try the basement' but i told her the word indicated 'mourntary'. but then she said try our luck so i pressed 'B'.

Omg, it's really the mourntary! i saw green curtains covering the 'closets'. we were very afraid, so i quickly anyhow press one button and the lift close.... its so damn scary...cos you can imagine dead people in the closet, waiting to be examined by people. so scary.. my cousin even saw the smoke coming out from the curtain. the smoke is believed to be produced by the dry ice which is used to preserve dead bodies. it is awfully disgusting.

this morning and evening played badminton with pat..nice to play..next time play again =)


Friday, August 20, 2004 || 5:15 PM

i'm Back!! never blog for 6 days...ooh...so damn long...recently i have no mood to blog liao...i find it troublesome. hmmm...seems that my webpage needs a long time to load finish.. so visitors, you got to wait patiently...

i'm on sick leave. i'm having sore throat, arm pain and leg pain... perhaps, i played too much of badminton and jus have a nafa test.. everytime i see people playing badminton, i will slow my steps and take a look at ppl palying badminton. today during PE lesson, i played badminton with laura, teng and wenxuan. then slowly reduce to just teng. she felt tired after a while but i still have the energy to continue playing..sounds like i too desperate for badminton..lolx..well, who ask i love badminton among all sports? then i asked hui ting to play with me...

pat also asked me to played badminton with her one day...but see if i'm free on that day ok, pat? one day, we discuss when to play ok? the best is during holidays la...

think 1 wk later, is teachers day rite? duno whether my pri school frens will come back or not...hope we can meet each other and discuss when to go out during holidays...miss my pri school frens!


Saturday, August 14, 2004 || 12:07 PM

oops, seems that my background has gone missing... looks like i got to find another blogskin or wait for the server to upload again...so ma fan.

this morning, at 9pm, we went back to school for functions test. so i meet up with teng and laura and went to 7-11 to buy some food and drinks. then we went to school at 8.45am. we waited in class for a long time and seemed weird, so we decided to take a look at 2nd storey.

we realised that alot of people were taking the test at the study table!! i got fed up and shouted at Ms Tan(so rude). she apologised to us and went to take the test at the far end...(the tables near the 'stage' at 2nd storey). it is an ideal place for us because....we can copy easily!!! no one to control us! although there's a malay teacher watching us, we ignored her and continue to copy.

the test kinda average...cos the graphs are difficult and we have no time to complete it. pat, i teach u maths u understand anot? hope you pass your functions test with flying colours! =)

Tuesday, August 10, 2004 || 9:38 PM

today i had a fun time wif joanne, yc & patricia. I hope to go out wif dem again. I shall nt elaborate the details coz i m nt free.
Here is the lyrics of my song:

Song: This Is The Night Album: CD Single
-Verse 1- When the world wasn't upside down I could take all the time I had But I'm not gonna wait when a moment can vanish so fast Cause every kiss is a kiss you can never get back

-Chorus- Lift me up In your eyes If you told me that is what heaven is well you'd be right I've been waiting forever for this This is the night

-Verse 2- When the answer to all my dreams Is as close as a touch away Why I am here holding back what I'm trying to say

-Chorus- Lift me up In your eyes If you told me that is what heaven is well you'd be right Hold me close To your heart I would go with you to the ends of the earth and we'll fly I've been waiting forever for this This is the night

-Bridge- This is the night where we capture forever and all our tomorrow's begin After tonight we will never be lonely again

-Chorus- Lift me up In your eyes If you told me that is what heaven is well you'd be right Hold me close To your heart I would go with you to the ends of the earth and we'll fly I've been waiting forever for this This is the night

Saturday, August 07, 2004 || 11:10 AM

i think some1 hate me...and tt person is trying to be me...
so he/she thinks is funny..right? well, i guess if its meant to be funny let it be. i find its ok but it kinda rude to use my name without my permission. i believe even if tt idiot uses my name, people who noes me will be able to differentiate the real karen and the fake kaRen because everyone has a unique style of writing so tt person is unable to copy mine.

yes, i look nerd and i have pimples on my face, so what? it is unavoidable. ya, cant i be lesbian isit? lesbian has another meaning, i hope that person can go and check the dictionary.

to that kaRen: if you hate me then tell me, you are acting like a coward. if you are playing a joke, tell me. your lame jokes are not funny. don't behave like a kid who contains only vacuum in the brain.

Wednesday, August 04, 2004 || 9:02 PM

4th of august... hmm...nothing much happened today...only during Basic and Social Studies period me felt like sleeping...so restless and tired..could not take it...

after school, Pat and i decided to cut our hair at a salon that i recommended to pat and joanne. we went to eat at a coffeeshop near my house. i ordered a popiah while pat ordered a plate of rojak. we shared together and chatted..

then pat came to my house to put her bag and we left to the salon. she layered her hair and cut her fringe a little and i cut my fringe too. omg, mine so short! i asked him to trim my fringe then he go cut into another style..but i duno nice or not..haiz..

then we returned to my house. Pat practiced maths (so hardworking..) meanwhile i do my homework... i also teach Pat maths. we also chat and chat and chat...until 7.10pm, we went to the carpark to wait for pat's dad and sis to fetch her..till 7.20om(i think), her dad's car came and me go to my ah ma's house.

today so chatty..and thanks pat for making this day fun for me!




Tuesday, August 03, 2004 || 9:55 PM

hmm..no mood to write anything...

whos that idiot who used my name!!! moron!!!
i like no one else but me!!! i'm a lesbian!!! lolx..